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Virtual Voice
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Nek Mills

This title uses virtual voice narration
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What do you do when the person you would jump in front of a bullet for, is the one pulling the trigger?
For the last three years, Khalil “Loon” Simmons has lived his life emotionless. But like the saying goes “to heal a wound you need to stop touching it” and the scars of his past have resurfaced. One after another, every emotion he has vowed that he would never feel again slowly but surely returns.
Loon knows that if he continues to keep these feelings bottled up, he’ll eventually explode in the most dangerous way. So instead of continuing to suppress these emotions, Loon faces them head on in search of a little redemption.
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Funny , gritty, and full of characters you grow to love
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That toxic love!!!
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Khalid and lucky I love them
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