
Before I Knew
The Cabots, Book 1
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Siiri Scott
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Jamie Beck
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Author Jamie Beck returns with an engrossing series about family, friendship, and starting over. In this first Cabot novel, a legacy of secrets tests old friends seeking a second chance at life and love.
On the second anniversary of her husband's suicide, Colby Cabot-Baxter is ready to let go of her grief and the mistakes made during her turbulent marriage. Her fresh start comes in the form of A CertainTea, the restaurant she's set to open along Lake Sandy, Oregon, with help from her family. But when her executive chef quits just weeks before the grand opening, Colby is pressured to hire old family friend Alec Morgan. His award-winning reputation could generate buzz, but their friendship has withered since her husband's reckless dare cost Alec's brother his life.
Distracted by guilty secrets concerning the tragedy that changed his and Colby's lives, Alec self-destructed and lost his famed restaurant. With his career in tatters, he's determined to use this opportunity to redeem his reputation and to help the woman he's loved from afar find happiness again.
But secrets have a way of coming out. When Alec's do, they might destroy the new life he and Colby have rebuilt together.
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From the beginning 'Before I Knew' pulled me in.
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Another great book by Jamie Beck.
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Somewhat predictable but held my interest.
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great
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Ok
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Great Story
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Love after loss
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If you could sum up Before I Knew in three words, what would they be?
Complex Family DramaHow did the narrator detract from the book?
The narrator has me debating on finishing the book by just reading it myself. When she reads as the female characters (Most of them anyway) it's fine. It's when she is reading the male characters, she makes them sound so malicious, which i don't believe that is what the author is trying to convey. I listen to audiobooks all the time and often narrators develop/define each character's voice very clearly so it's easy to follow along. There were times when i wasn't sure whose voice she was in. Except for the moms, she was really good with differentiating the moms voices.Did you have an extreme reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?
There were points where i was close to crying, the various relationships are complex. Some made more dramatic than necessary.Any additional comments?
Read the book before listening.Debating on just reading it myself
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Terrible narrationL
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Before I knew
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