Patty Ann chronicles her thoughts and reflections, coupling it with advice over the loss of her late brother. Her family endured not just one, but two beloved brothers to suicide years apart. Travel in her footsteps to understand the heart wrenching last conversations; the mental-emotional-spiritual challenges; and the contributing factors towards this final act.

This book provides perspective and guidance. For both those who are contemplating death by suicide--AND for those who have been left behind. Do not wait to educate yourself. If you know someone who has lost hope- OR grieves their kin, this book shares many frank conversations that aid understanding. Time will heal your heart eventually. But allowing Patty Ann's viewpoint may help you cope now.

Chapters Include:

1. Introduction
2. Suicide Logic
3. Home Grown
4. Suicide Family
5. Talking Suicide
6. Despair Knows No Hope
7. Suicide Signs
8. In Hand With God
9. Life After Suicide
10. Bipolar Triggers
11. Doctor Suicide
12. Ill Will Treatment Plan
13. A Cry 4 Help Ignored
14. Snapshots of Eden
15. Funeral After the Fact
16. Bipolar Suicide Notes
17. Bipolar Burial
18. Epilogue

Subject Categories Include: Death, Bereavement, Tragedy, Mental Health, Disorders, Bipolar, Depression, Psychology, Disorientation, Family Dysfunction, Beliefs, Afterlife, Medication, Healing and Coping Thereafter.