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Narrated by:
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Alexander Cendese
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Dane Anderson
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By:
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J.R. Gray
About this listen
I'm living the dream, playing summer festivals to massive crowds. My band is on fire, my best friend by my side, and we're on top of the world.
I fell for him in the heat of the summer. I fell for the stars in his eyes. The way he said my name. I'll never love anyone the same.
But our story ended when it was just beginning.
Fame gave me more than I could ever imagine, but I'll forever suffer the cost. The summer of love and loss would forever be a stain on my heart.
I used to think life didn't come with second chances, until we're reunited for a world tour as dual headliners. Only he thinks I'm happily married, when in reality, my life is crumbling. My team won't let me announce my divorce, leaving him to believe I'm off limits.
We gave up on forever and I'd give anything for another shot at love.
Contains mature themes.
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