
How Did This Happen?
Poems for the Not So Young Anymore
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Narrated by:
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Christine Lakin
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Karissa Vacker
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Erin Bennett
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Dan Woren
About this listen
From the best-selling authors of The Hell with Love, a fierce, funny, touching collection that takes the sting out of "aging while female".
©2017 Mary D. Esselman (P)2017 Hachette AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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