
I Shall Not Hate
A Gaza Doctor's Journey on the Road to Peace and Human Dignity
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Dr. Izzeldin Abuelaish - now known simply as the "Gaza doctor" - captured hearts and headlines around the world in the aftermath of horrific tragedy: On January 16, 2009, Israeli shells hit his home in the Gaza Strip, killing three of his daughters and his niece. By turns inspiring and heartbreaking, hopeful and horrifying, I Shall Not Hate is Abuelaish's account of an extraordinary life.
A Palestinian doctor with a degree from Harvard who was born and raised in a refugee camp in the Gaza Strip and "who has devoted his life to medicine and reconciliation between Israelis and Palestinians" (The New York Times), Abuelaish has been crossing the lines in the sand that divide Israelis and Palestinians for most of his life - as a physician who treats patients on both sides of the line; as a humanitarian who sees the need for improved health and education for women as the way forward in the Middle East; and, most recently, as the father whose daughters were killed by Israeli soldiers. His response to this tragedy made news and won him humanitarian awards around the world. Instead of seeking revenge or sinking into hatred, Abuelaish called for the people in the region to start talking to each other. His deepest hope is that his daughters will be "the last sacrifice on the road to peace between Palestinians and Israelis."
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-02-24
Unparalleled storytelling of kindness and compassion despite all odds
A must read for everyone right now, and the lessons can be used to reflect on more than just Gaza.
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- Amazon Customer
- 08-18-17
Inspiring and Emotional
It's hard to believe someone who has been through so much, could remain so loving and peaceful. Exposes the lie that is so often perpetuated about certain religions being only about love or hate. Goes to show that "faith/belief in God" can be radicalized to the point of violence and hatred OR can be what they profess to be...about love and tolerance. The proof is in a person's actions, and Dr. Abuelaish does a great service to Islam, Judaism, and the Palestinians and Jews involved in a bitter struggle for freedom.
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- philippe jacob
- 10-25-23
Great book
This is the tragic story of a good man. Describing the daily life in Gaza (a Palestinian refugee camp), with hardly any international recognition, left to the will of the State of Israel. Going from violent incidents, to revolts, to chronically brutal wars, with strangely no end in sight. Dr. Abuelaish seems to have here a strong message for the “silent” world.
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- Amazon Customer
- 12-27-23
Hope has become a little bigger
My hope in humanity has become a bit bigger because of this father’s recounting the life and events leading to the death of his family members. As a parent I can’t imagine the turmoil Dr. Izzeldin Abuelaish has lived through and has still carried forward the message that love and peace is possible, even among abject horror and despair. A valuable and poignant, first hand perspective.
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-03-24
The story
I felt as if I could picture the atrocities in my minds eyes i was right beside the citizens of the Gaza and followed the Dr through his childhood and heartbreaking circumstances through his life, may his daughters and family rest in peace. May all the lives lost rest in peace
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- Donato
- 01-20-24
Freedom
This book gave me a great insight of the situation of Palestinian, I have read countless books about the suffering of the Jews in the last 100 years. This give me the impression that the information is not balanced. My opinion is also that in schools, instead of studying Napoleons war or the Civil war at great length, they should teach more of the history of the last 100 year. The younger generation would understand better the today’s situation. Having peace is almost a dream we would need many more Gandhi and Dr. Izzeldin Abuelaish in this world, but as he said every little thing counts.
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- Ro Mevo
- 01-19-24
Powerful!
Timely story, Dr . Abuelaish story should be taught in the schools world wide & a must read for all politic figures- Teaching of this one man’s mindset to overcome without pity, hate and to see each person as a human being and walk through life no matter how tragic-filled with Hope.
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- Jesse
- 03-11-19
this guy know what life is really about.
It was the first memoir type book I've ever read. So, that took a little getting used to. This book is powerfully inspirational, and thought provoking. This book will rip your heart to pieces. Then rebuild it to be even stronger... I personally believe our leaders should read this book.
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- Lovepeaceharmony
- 02-23-20
Highly recommend every American to read this book
I highly recommend every American to read this book-as most are oblivious to the ongoing tragedy and horrors that Palestinians ( The Gaza Strip in particular) have to cope with year after year...without hardly any hope in sight.
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-25-24
Wise man
Tragic events, indomitable spirit. Sadly, a quaint artifact in light of October 7 and its aftermath.
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