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Narrated by:
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Remmie Milner
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Tamaryn Payne
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By:
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Merilyn Davies
About this listen
Brought to you by Penguin.
A gritty, heart-stopping crime thriller that will have you utterly obsessed.
We were told to meet at a rooftop bar.
Four friends, bound by one terrible secret.
No one knew why we were there.
Then we saw a woman, watched as she fell from the edge and plunged to her death.
The police think it's suicide, but I know better.
Someone is sending a message.
Now they're coming for us.
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