If he had been with me (German edition)
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Auf einer regennassen Straße soll sich Finns und Autumns Schicksal für immer entscheiden. In dem Moment, als das Auto von der Fahrbahn abkommt. Doch eigentlich beginnt Autumns und Finns Geschichte viel früher: Schon ihre Mütter sind beste Freundinnen und so wachsen sie Tür an Tür auf, verbringen jede freie Minute gemeinsam, kennen den anderen besser als sich selbst. Bis aus ihrer Freundschaft etwas anderes wird. Nur kann Autumn sich diese tiefen Gefühle nicht eingestehen. Stattdessen versucht sie, Finn zu vergessen. Doch wie soll sie das schaffen, wenn ihr Herz so verräterisch schlägt, sobald sich ihre Blicke treffen? Und wie soll sie das schaffen, wenn niemand jemals Finns Platz in ihrem Herzen einnehmen kann? Alles beginnt mit einer Freundschaft, doch wie wird ihre Geschichte enden?
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