
It's Always Been You
Lily's Mistake, Book 1 - with Loving Drake: Lily's Mistake #1.5
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Narrated by:
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Lucy Malone
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Nelson Hobbs
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By:
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Pamela Ann
About this listen
Lily Alexander had always been in love with Drake Tatum, even before she knew what love meant. One fateful night during one of their family vacations, Lily gave her virginity to Drake. After that magical night, Drake and Lily avoided each other successfully for eight years. However, due to their parents' meddling, the two suddenly found themselves working side by side. Sparks fly. Their eyes devour each other. The sudden impact of being in each other's orbit was electrifying. Drake wants to consume Lily almost immediately. But to what extent? Will Lily surrender again to the man who once broke her heart? Contains mature themes.
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- Megan
- 03-09-15
Very good
This was a very good book but the girl made me irritated when she wouldn't take care of herself also what happened to drakes dad?
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- P1965
- 08-22-20
Immature characters
For rich and smart people, both characters were so immature. After eight years of not seeing each other, they acted like nothing happened, especially the heroine. She talked so tough but she so weak and dumb. I’ve read and listened to so many romance stories and it is my favorite genre. However, it is very hard to find strong, independent women. Most of them were created as dumb and doormat. They started out tough and toward the end, they were just another doormat. This story was one of the examples.
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- Donna
- 05-24-15
Loved the book
It was a excellent book and kept me looking forward to the next chapter, Would definitely say read it.
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- Samantha McCoury
- 01-02-16
Great story
I enjoyed this story and will buy more from this author. The storyline keeps you entertained.
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- Luz Greer
- 01-08-15
Fantastic
I love it. the story is really cute. I can't wait to start the next book.
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- Jae Williams
- 11-21-16
Unbelievably juvenile and lame
What disappointed you about It's Always Been You?
Story line was so utterly basic and simple minded
What was most disappointing about Pamela Ann’s story?
That I paid for the dumb thing
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Not going to try this author again
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- Ana Paula Schtruk
- 10-13-23
Disappointing
The main character is always angry and pissed off. The author went overboard with the alpha male thing. It's predictable, but it's got some good moments.
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- Amazon Customer
- 12-21-20
Too late to return
Was not expecting the language nor was i aware that it was x rated. Would not recommend.
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