
It's Hard for Me to Live with Me
A Memoir
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Rex Chapman
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A powerful memoir from the University of Kentucky basketball legend, NBA veteran, and social media influencer about his recovery from addiction.
He is considered by many the greatest basketball player ever produced by the hoops-crazy state of Kentucky. In two years at the University of Kentucky, he scored over 1,000 points, led the Wildcats to a Sweet Sixteen appearance and was nicknamed “King Rex.” The first player ever drafted by the Charlotte Hornets, he spent twelve seasons in the NBA, dazzling in dunk contests and sinking one of the most memorable buzzer-beaters in league history. But by the end of his career, Rex Chapman was harboring a destructive secret.
Years before America’s opioid crisis would become national news, Chapman developed a dependency on Vicodin and Oxycontin, ultimately ingesting fifty painkillers a day. In addition, he developed a severe gambling addiction, once nearly losing $400,000 at a Las Vegas blackjack table. All this would cost him his family as well as most of the $40 million fortune he’d made in basketball, leaving him to live in his car and shoplift to support his addictions. Only when he was arrested—and his mugshot made national news—did he finally commit to getting clean.
In It’s Hard for Me to Live With Me, Chapman—who has amassed millions of social media followers for his relatable and uplifting posts—tells the story of his addiction and recovery in unflinching detail. With equal frankness, he describes his history with depression; the racism he witnessed growing up and how that shaped his outspokenness on matters of social justice; and his complex and volatile relationship with his father, also a former professional basketball player. Cowritten with New York Times bestselling author Seth Davis, Chapman’s memoir is an equally devastating and inspiring story about the human struggle for self-acceptance.©2024 Rex Chapman and Seth Davis (P)2024 Simon & Schuster Audio
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Barbarian Days
- A Surfing Life
- By: William Finnegan
- Narrated by: William Finnegan
- Length: 18 hrs and 8 mins
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Pulitzer Prize, Biography, 2016. Barbarian Days is William Finnegan's memoir of an obsession, a complex enchantment. Surfing only looks like a sport. To initiates it is something else entirely: a beautiful addiction, a demanding course of study, a morally dangerous pastime, a way of life.
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What a Jerk.
- By ML Sadler on 03-06-17
By: William Finnegan
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Ball Four
- The Final Pitch
- By: Jim Bouton
- Narrated by: Jim Bouton
- Length: 18 hrs and 39 mins
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When Ball Four was published in 1970, it created a firestorm. Bouton was called a Judas, a Benedict Arnold and a “social leper” for having violated the “sanctity of the clubhouse.” Baseball commissioner Bowie Kuhn tried to force Bouton to sign a statement saying the book wasn’t true. Ballplayers, most of whom hadn’t read it, denounced the book. It was even banned by a few libraries. Almost everyone else, however, loved Ball Four.
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Three Ten Year Updates Give Bouton a 5th Star
- By Byron on 08-09-12
By: Jim Bouton
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The Last Season
- By: Eric Blehm
- Narrated by: Jonathan Davis
- Length: 12 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Destined to become a classic of adventure literature, The Last Season examines the extraordinary life of legendary backcountry ranger Randy Morgenson and his mysterious disappearance in California's unforgiving Sierra Nevada - mountains as perilous as they are beautiful. Eric Blehm's masterful work is a gripping detective story interwoven with the riveting biography of a complicated, original, and wholly fascinating man.
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Well Written Character Study of an NPS Ranger
- By Kathy in CA on 06-23-16
By: Eric Blehm
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The Unlikely Thru-Hiker
- An Appalachian Trail Journey
- By: Derick Lugo
- Narrated by: Derick Lugo
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
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Derick Lugo had never been hiking. He certainly couldn't imagine going more than a day without manicuring his goatee. But with a job cut short and no immediate plans, this fixture of the New York comedy scene began to think about what he might do with months of free time. He had heard of the Appalachian Trail, but he had never seriously considered attempting to hike all 2,184.2 miles of it. Suddenly he found himself asking, Could he do it?
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On My Feet All Day
- By bannedbum on 08-21-21
By: Derick Lugo
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Buried in the Sky
- The Extraordinary Story of the Sherpa Climbers on K2's Deadliest Day
- By: Peter Zuckerman, Amanda Padoan
- Narrated by: David Doersch
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
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When Edmund Hillary first conquered Mt. Everest, Sherpa Tenzing Norgay was at his side. Indeed, for as long as Westerners have been climbing the Himalaya, Sherpas have been the unsung heroes in the background. In August 2008, when eleven climbers lost their lives on K2, the world’s most dangerous peak, two Sherpas survived. They had emerged from poverty and political turmoil to become two of the most skillful mountaineers on earth. Based on unprecedented access and interviews, Buried in the Sky reveals their astonishing story for the first time.
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Sherpas, The True Unsung Heroes
- By Kathy in CA on 07-26-15
By: Peter Zuckerman, and others
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The Best Hunting Stories Ever Told
- By: Jay Cassell - editor
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- Length: 32 hrs and 45 mins
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Follow the trails of hunters - the original storytellers - as they interpret signs, examine tracks, and chase and catch their prey (or fail to). Listeners can curl up with the best authentic hunting fiction and non-fiction, bringing the great Mount Kenya and the prairies of the American Bison into your living room. From Theodore Roosevelt and Gene Hill to Rick Bass and Charles Dickens, remember classic hunting tales and discover new stories of hunters’ luck, camaraderie, and use of smarts on the trail.
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A broad collection of hunting tales
- By Elaine on 06-21-15
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- Michael K.
- 03-16-24
Great Book
As a long time basketball fan and one who enjoys listening to inspiring books, this satisfied me on both counts. Above all I appreciated Rex’ honesty about all the mistakes he had made and his emphasis on his pride in his family, which has more or less stood with him in his dark times. His regret about not speaking out until he had nothing to lose was heart-wrenching to me.
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- Maranda Zimmerman
- 04-02-24
it's hard to live with me
I like the story telling and honesty. he was able to discuss mental health and addiction also told great basketball stories.
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- Daryn Freedman
- 04-08-24
Great Read!
This was one of my favorite books I ever read. Rex makes you want to keep going until the end!
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- Chad Tindall
- 04-27-24
Unbelievable!
Listening to this book is truly eye-opening. It’s hard to comprehend that most of us walking this earth really do not know what another person is experiencing in their life. Growing up in Kentucky and playing basketball, #3 was the ultimate, he could do no wrong in my eyes, and it’s heartbreaking to understand what he had to live through, however it could never make me more proud to see the battles won in the war of winning his life and his family. In the words of another great Kentuckian, Cawood Ledford keep “ playing string music” #3 in your championships of loving your family!
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- Jim
- 03-05-24
Rex’s story impacted me deeply
I understand much better what a friend faced. I loved watching Rex play but listening to his book was what I needed.
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- RevAndy
- 03-02-24
A Brave and Revealing Memoir
Rex Chapman is a name I have known since his senior year in high-school. Indiana fans knew how good he was. His game was fun to watch. I moved to Owensboro for a few years and the Rex playground stories were still legendary long after his playing days had ceased. I was one of those who loved the "block or charge" tweets and became a follower.
But this story is so much more than a basketball hero tale. Rex has torn the curtain away from his life to show us the scars that didn't come from the surgeon. His experiences with racism, mental health, addiction, and the blatant hypocrisy of basketball stardom is cutting. So many role models let Rex down over the years. The wonder isn't how someone with such talent ended up living in his car, the wonder is how it didn't happen sooner.
Even if you disagree with his politics, you can't listen and not respect his reasoning. Highly recommend
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- Anthony Dixon
- 04-30-24
Gripping and very good!
As an 8 year old boy from Lexington Kentucky Rex was like a God, to me and all my buddies we all wanted to be Rex Chapman. I followed his career throughout the NBA and went through the same struggles with opioids as him although I never knew until he got arrested. I got sober in 2014 as did Rex, so we share a lot of common things regarding our addictions. I really enjoyed the book and believe it could help a lot of people.
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- Dr Brandon Lemuel, DC
- 05-14-24
Real, Raw, Relevent
I appreciate the authenticity of Rex and his story. He takes ownership of the good and bad in his life. I can relate to much of his story. Gives me courage to continue to share my story. As a side note, I enjoyed the insider details of his days at Kentucky and in the NBA.
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- shellybelly
- 06-27-24
King Rex
I met King Rex when he spoke to my daughter’s softball team about his life and challenges. After that talk I decided I had to give the book a listen. I thought I knew who he was from Twitter and but I learned his story is complex, exciting, and sometimes sad. Loved this book. What a great dude.
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- clmac_2013
- 04-02-24
Great. Very well written.
Rex helps all those that struggle with addiction, whatever their demons are.
Thank you for the honest discussion of your life
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