
It's Hard for Me to Live with Me
A Memoir
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A powerful memoir from the University of Kentucky basketball legend, NBA veteran, and social media influencer about his recovery from addiction.
He is considered by many the greatest basketball player ever produced by the hoops-crazy state of Kentucky. In two years at the University of Kentucky, he scored over 1,000 points, led the Wildcats to a Sweet Sixteen appearance and was nicknamed “King Rex.” The first player ever drafted by the Charlotte Hornets, he spent twelve seasons in the NBA, dazzling in dunk contests and sinking one of the most memorable buzzer-beaters in league history. But by the end of his career, Rex Chapman was harboring a destructive secret.
Years before America’s opioid crisis would become national news, Chapman developed a dependency on Vicodin and Oxycontin, ultimately ingesting fifty painkillers a day. In addition, he developed a severe gambling addiction, once nearly losing $400,000 at a Las Vegas blackjack table. All this would cost him his family as well as most of the $40 million fortune he’d made in basketball, leaving him to live in his car and shoplift to support his addictions. Only when he was arrested—and his mugshot made national news—did he finally commit to getting clean.
In It’s Hard for Me to Live With Me, Chapman—who has amassed millions of social media followers for his relatable and uplifting posts—tells the story of his addiction and recovery in unflinching detail. With equal frankness, he describes his history with depression; the racism he witnessed growing up and how that shaped his outspokenness on matters of social justice; and his complex and volatile relationship with his father, also a former professional basketball player. Cowritten with New York Times bestselling author Seth Davis, Chapman’s memoir is an equally devastating and inspiring story about the human struggle for self-acceptance.©2024 Rex Chapman and Seth Davis (P)2024 Simon & Schuster Audio
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- Length: 10 hrs and 12 mins
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For far too long the mythology of Indiana basketball has been dominated by Hoosiers. Framed as the ultimate underdog, feel-good story, there has also long been a cultural debate surrounding the film. The Real Hoosiers sets out to illuminate the narrative that the film omits, the story of the unheralded Crispus Attucks Tigers, playing the game at the highest level in the 1950s in a racially divided Indiana.
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Thorough, Incisive, transcendent book
- By TeeSpell on 04-16-24
By: Jack McCallum
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Winning Fixes Everything
- How Baseball’s Brightest Minds Created Sports’ Biggest Mess
- By: Evan Drellich
- Narrated by: Mike Chamberlain
- Length: 13 hrs and 7 mins
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Baseball has been defaced and consumed by corporate America. As Moneyball-thinking and Ivy League graduates grabbed hold of the sport, the Astros set out to build a cost-efficient winning machine on the principles of the outside business world, squeezing every dollar out of every transaction, player and employee. In less than a decade, Astros general manager Jeff Luhnow helped revolutionize the game and create an environment that led to one of the worst cheating scandals in baseball history, a Shakespearean tragedy of innovation and failed change management.
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The Houston Trashstros
- By DavidF on 02-20-23
By: Evan Drellich
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24
- Life Stories and Lessons from the Say Hey Kid
- By: Willie Mays, John Shea, Bob Costas
- Narrated by: Bob Costas, Julian McWilliams, Larry Herron
- Length: 11 hrs and 3 mins
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Widely regarded as the greatest all-around player in baseball history because of his unparalleled hitting, defense and baserunning, the beloved Willie Mays offers people of all ages his lifetime of experience meeting challenges with positivity, integrity and triumph in 24: Life Stories and Lessons from the Say Hey Kid. Presented in 24 chapters to correspond with his universally recognized uniform number, Willie’s memoir provides more than the story of his role in America’s pastime.
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Loved It
- By Peter on 07-01-20
By: Willie Mays, and others
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- Confessions of a Black Conservative
- By: Glenn Loury
- Narrated by: Glenn Loury
- Length: 18 hrs and 27 mins
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A shockingly frank memoir from a prize-winning economist, reflecting on his remarkable personal odyssey and his changing positions on identity, race, and belief.
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Engaging listen. Full of lurid details
- By Melody on 06-23-24
By: Glenn Loury
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Purpose
- What Evolution and Human Nature Imply About the Meaning of Our Existence
- By: Samuel T. Wilkinson
- Narrated by: Mike Lenz
- Length: 7 hrs and 18 mins
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Generations have been taught that evolution implies there is no overarching purpose to our existence. Some scientists take this logic one step further, suggesting that evolution is intrinsically atheistic and goes against the concept of God. But is this true? By integrating emerging principles from a variety of scientific disciplines—ranging from evolutionary biology to psychology—Yale Professor Samuel Wilkinson provides a framework of evolution that implies not only that there is an overarching purpose to our existence, but what this purpose is.
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Remarkably Well Written
- By Kindle Customer on 03-17-25
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xGenius
- Expected Goals and the Science of Winning Football Matches
- By: James Tippett
- Narrated by: Simon Darwen
- Length: 9 hrs and 3 mins
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xGenius explores the interplay between analysis, tactics, and decision-making. It seeks to put the sport of football under the microscope with the aim of getting closer to the ultimate truth of what makes players, managers and teams successful. What, ultimately, wins football matches. Packed with examples from the Premier League and beyond, xGenius shows how xG and other performance analysis tools are helping answer previously unanswerable questions.
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Insightful
- By Anonymous User on 01-22-25
By: James Tippett
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Lincoln vs. Davis
- The War of the Presidents
- By: Nigel Hamilton
- Narrated by: Rick Adamson
- Length: 32 hrs and 2 mins
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From a renowned biographer comes the greatest untold story of the Civil War: how two American presidents faced off as the fate of the nation hung in the balance—and how Abraham Lincoln came to embrace emancipation as the last, best chance to save the Union. With a cast of unforgettable characters, from first ladies to fugitive coachmen to treasonous cabinet officials, Lincoln vs. Davis is a spellbinding dual biography from renowned presidential chronicler Nigel Hamilton: a saga that will surprise, touch, and enthrall.
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loved the insights of inner cabinets.
- By Amazon Customer on 11-07-24
By: Nigel Hamilton
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Animal
- A Novel
- By: Lisa Taddeo
- Narrated by: Emma Roberts
- Length: 10 hrs and 48 mins
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Joan has spent a lifetime enduring the cruelties of men. But when one of them commits a shocking act of violence in front of her, she flees New York City in search of Alice, the only person alive who can help her make sense of her past. In the sweltering hills above Los Angeles, Joan unravels the horrific event she witnessed as a child - that has haunted her every waking moment - while forging the power to finally strike back.
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Should come with a lot of trigger warnings
- By Quinn on 07-13-21
By: Lisa Taddeo
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Magic: The Life of Earvin “Magic” Johnson
- By: Roland Lazenby
- Narrated by: JD Jackson, Roland Lazenby
- Length: 30 hrs and 2 mins
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The definitive biography of the basketball legend Earvin “Magic” Johnson, from the highly respected, career sportswriter and author of Michael Jordan: The Life.
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The Definitive Book on Magic
- By Hebern on 03-04-24
By: Roland Lazenby
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A Minute to Think
- Reclaim Creativity, Conquer Busyness, and Do Your Best Work
- By: Juliet Funt
- Narrated by: Juliet Funt
- Length: 7 hrs and 2 mins
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In A Minute to Think, Juliet Funt, a globally recognized warrior in the battle against busyness, provides a powerful guide that will give you the permission, framework, and specific direction you need.
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Thought Provoking
- By Amazon Customer on 11-13-21
By: Juliet Funt
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Slaves in the Family
- By: Edward Ball
- Narrated by: Edward Ball
- Length: 20 hrs and 16 mins
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The Ball family hails from South Carolina - Charleston and thereabouts. Their plantations were among the oldest and longest-standing plantations in the South. Between 1698 and 1865, close to 4,000 Black people were born into slavery under the Balls or were bought by them. In Slaves in the Family, Edward Ball recounts his efforts to track down and meet the descendants of his family's slaves.
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Gives a good insight for moving forward today
- By Wendy Wood on 05-05-19
By: Edward Ball
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Lou Reed
- The King of New York
- By: Will Hermes
- Narrated by: Will Hermes
- Length: 20 hrs and 48 mins
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Since his death ten years ago, Lou Reed’s living presence has only grown. The great rock-poet presided over the marriage of Brill Building pop and the European avant-garde, and left American culture transfigured. In Lou Reed: The King of New York, Will Hermes offers the definitive narrative of Reed’s life and legacy, dramatizing his long, brilliant, and contentious dialogue with fans, critics, fellow artists, and assorted habitués of the demimonde.
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Best Biography I’ve Ever Read
- By Sammy Criscitello on 11-21-24
By: Will Hermes
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- Michael K.
- 03-16-24
Great Book
As a long time basketball fan and one who enjoys listening to inspiring books, this satisfied me on both counts. Above all I appreciated Rex’ honesty about all the mistakes he had made and his emphasis on his pride in his family, which has more or less stood with him in his dark times. His regret about not speaking out until he had nothing to lose was heart-wrenching to me.
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- Maranda Zimmerman
- 04-02-24
it's hard to live with me
I like the story telling and honesty. he was able to discuss mental health and addiction also told great basketball stories.
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- Daryn Freedman
- 04-08-24
Great Read!
This was one of my favorite books I ever read. Rex makes you want to keep going until the end!
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- Chad Tindall
- 04-27-24
Unbelievable!
Listening to this book is truly eye-opening. It’s hard to comprehend that most of us walking this earth really do not know what another person is experiencing in their life. Growing up in Kentucky and playing basketball, #3 was the ultimate, he could do no wrong in my eyes, and it’s heartbreaking to understand what he had to live through, however it could never make me more proud to see the battles won in the war of winning his life and his family. In the words of another great Kentuckian, Cawood Ledford keep “ playing string music” #3 in your championships of loving your family!
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- Jim
- 03-05-24
Rex’s story impacted me deeply
I understand much better what a friend faced. I loved watching Rex play but listening to his book was what I needed.
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- RevAndy
- 03-02-24
A Brave and Revealing Memoir
Rex Chapman is a name I have known since his senior year in high-school. Indiana fans knew how good he was. His game was fun to watch. I moved to Owensboro for a few years and the Rex playground stories were still legendary long after his playing days had ceased. I was one of those who loved the "block or charge" tweets and became a follower.
But this story is so much more than a basketball hero tale. Rex has torn the curtain away from his life to show us the scars that didn't come from the surgeon. His experiences with racism, mental health, addiction, and the blatant hypocrisy of basketball stardom is cutting. So many role models let Rex down over the years. The wonder isn't how someone with such talent ended up living in his car, the wonder is how it didn't happen sooner.
Even if you disagree with his politics, you can't listen and not respect his reasoning. Highly recommend
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- Anthony Dixon
- 04-30-24
Gripping and very good!
As an 8 year old boy from Lexington Kentucky Rex was like a God, to me and all my buddies we all wanted to be Rex Chapman. I followed his career throughout the NBA and went through the same struggles with opioids as him although I never knew until he got arrested. I got sober in 2014 as did Rex, so we share a lot of common things regarding our addictions. I really enjoyed the book and believe it could help a lot of people.
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- Dr Brandon Lemuel, DC
- 05-14-24
Real, Raw, Relevent
I appreciate the authenticity of Rex and his story. He takes ownership of the good and bad in his life. I can relate to much of his story. Gives me courage to continue to share my story. As a side note, I enjoyed the insider details of his days at Kentucky and in the NBA.
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- shellybelly
- 06-27-24
King Rex
I met King Rex when he spoke to my daughter’s softball team about his life and challenges. After that talk I decided I had to give the book a listen. I thought I knew who he was from Twitter and but I learned his story is complex, exciting, and sometimes sad. Loved this book. What a great dude.
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- clmac_2013
- 04-02-24
Great. Very well written.
Rex helps all those that struggle with addiction, whatever their demons are.
Thank you for the honest discussion of your life
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