Not That Sweet
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Stephanie Thoma
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Stephanie Thoma
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Is she crazy, or the family’s black sheep?
In Not That Sweet, Stephanie candidly shares her story of growing up in a chaotic home, shaped by a police sergeant father seeking to “fix” her defiance and anger at home by sending her away. As she navigates her unconventional childhood, listeners are invited to explore a pressing question: Is she a ‘troubled teen,’ reacting to an unhealthy environment, or both?
Through the narrative, Stephanie examines the complexities of her family and social dynamics, including strained relationships with her parents and siblings, invisibility at school, the labels she’s been given and the places she’s been. Each chapter reflects on her journey of resilience and personal growth, providing listeners with a thoughtful exploration of self-discovery and identity.
Not That Sweet chronicles Stephanie's evolution from an uncertain childhood to an empowered adulthood, emphasizing the importance of setting boundaries and reclaiming one's sense of self. Her story offers a relatable and encouraging perspective for anyone ready to take radical self responsibility and find one’s place in the world.
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- Bp1980s
- 01-08-25
Brave & honest
Not That Sweet is a raw and courageous exploration of navigating life as the "black sheep." The author’s vulnerability shines through as she unpacks complex topics like family dynamics, self-worth and reclaiming her voice. This book invites readers to reflect on their own paths toward self-love and authenticity. I think this book would be especially of interest for anyone who felt like they were made an outcast by their own parents as a child, or if they were ever pitted against their siblings.
While the narrative was powerful, I found the timeline a bit disjointed at times. I was left curious about her current relationship with her parents and siblings and whether the past issues were ever addressed.
Despite these minor critiques, Stephanie’s honesty and strength are inspiring. 💜
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- Jennie R. Davis
- 12-01-24
Powerful Memoir
The author shares childhood experiences that could easily break a person apart. She boldly embraces her vulnerability in sharing these stories. The beauty of the book is that the author finds her way through all the turmoil, takes her power back and lives an authentic life. It’s a hopeful story for those who have lived through dysfunctional families, or been labeled the black sheep. So very relatable.
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