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Heartbreak: (noun) 1. Intense and overwhelming grief, especially through disappointment in love.
No one knows better than Kennedi Westbrook, that no amount of money, material possession, or success can protect one from the torment of a broken heart. She has always been haunted by the grief, disappointment, and pain forced upon her by those who should have loved her most. Sadly, the two people closest to her have been added to her list of adversaries.
Now, with her heart exposed and mental stability tested, is love enough to save her sanity and relationships? Life is not playing out the way Sydney imagined. The chaos in Mitchell’s life, along with their recent additions, is not enough to win his heart. Still, she is not willing to give up her dreams of a two-parent home for their babies, nor Mitchell’s love. Armed with a bag of treacherous tricks, Sydney might have the remedy to ensure she and her children will have the life she wants...or not.
What are the rules when the ones you are loyal to are no longer loyal to each other? Should you save yourself from your past, or your friend from her future? If Kayla had known the answers to these questions, she would have saved herself some grief. But who knows, maybe...just maybe...what she is feeling is not regret, rather excitement.
On the Inside Wanting Out proves there is a dark side of love that does not discriminate. In the closest bonds, every man is out for themselves. And even when hope is destroyed, trust is ruined, faith is tested, and alliances are broken, what is meant to be, will be....
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- Victoria Matthews
- 11-12-21
Assignment understood 👏
These two books were awesome!!! I cannot wait until book 3. This is my 1st time reading anything from this author and won't be my last. The way she wrote each character was spot on and the narrator was everything 😍 great job
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- Kindle Customer
- 10-09-21
Great Read!
This was my first time listening to books by this author and it won't be my last. I didn't want the book to end. The characters sucked you into their world and all the drama they had going on. Great Narration! Great Read!
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-12-22
Love it
Kept my interest the entire they book and this one. IKane has really improved with her narration. I mean she’s always been a good reader she just better now.
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- Fancy Jay
- 05-10-22
Superb!!!
Both books had me invested! I mean the storyline and the performance was A1🤌🏾
I still can't believe that all characters were performed by ONE WOMAN!!! #blackexcellence
All of the characters made me eye roll. But I genuinely could not stand Sydney - she's a dingbat🙄.
I would definitely recommend this series!
Bravo 👏🏾
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- Sweetest pages
- 07-13-22
Umh!!!!
This Book was good but Is there a part three? I hope so. I will be waiting.
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- A. Smith
- 09-30-21
I NEED MORE
When is the next book?!? I don’t know whether I love or hate the characters more in the second book but I know I need a part 3! No sophomore flop here- she nailed every detail of this book leaving me wanting more! MUST READ! And please checkout part 1: On the Inside Looking Out!
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- LOCLAR T DELOATCH
- 10-03-22
An amazing book! I loved it!
I couldn't put this book down! It pulled me in. Lakaii is truly gifted. Thank you!
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- Larry Williams
- 03-24-22
Audible
I know the 3rd book is out, However I'm waiting on the Audible book to become available because iiKane gives any book she narrates that theatrical feel..These book are the Best I've heard on here
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- Anonymous User
- 10-26-22
Wonderful!!
This was an excellent sequel to the first book! The writing, the narration was excellent! I loved it. It kept me on the edge of my seat w/ enough drama to satisfy my guilty pleasure.
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- Bkdoll1213
- 12-14-24
Oh the Drama!
The drama in this book here whew! And a lot mental illnesses are included along with selfishness and stupidity I would prefer to hear book 3 but I don’t think it’s out yet but if not I will read it because I’m invested now.
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