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  • Secret Admirer

  • By: DJ Jamison
  • Narrated by: Darcy Stark
  • Length: 6 hrs and 49 mins
  • 4.5 out of 5 stars (125 ratings)

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Secret Admirer

By: DJ Jamison
Narrated by: Darcy Stark
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Publisher's summary

You deserve all the kisses you want....

Benji,

I want you to know how amazing you are. You won't believe me, because I'm just your brother's best friend, but it’s true. Each day my feelings for you grow, confusing but undeniable.

With a few anonymous love tokens, I finally have an outlet for all the things I can't say. And with each gift and note, you smile. For me. Not your brother's straight friend, but something new. Something more. Something that will change everything if we can both find the courage to believe.

All I have to do is confess who I really am:

Your Secret Admirer.

©2020 DJ Jamison (P)2020 DJ Jamison
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It’s all those little things that became love


A very sweet and heartwarming story! I have definitely become an admirer for “secret admirer”.

Ace has always thought he was straight. Until he found that Benji needed someone to take care of him and raise his self-esteem. A human mind is so complex yet so simple at times. It was like a whole new world was opened up for Ace when he found himself being attracted to Benji. Not only that, he found that he has been interested in little Benji, his best friend’s little brother for quite a long time already without even knowing himself. Benji needs someone to love and protect him and Ace desperately wanted to be that someone. Where can you find a more prefect match?

Realistic, sweet, charming and full with all-good feels. I love everything about this book. No doubt, various kinds of OFY, GFY tropes are very popular with gay romance genre but this book was truly unique and charming. We not only learn about Ace’s self-discovery and acceptance but also witnessed the true blossoming of little Benji. These two are truly too sweet together. I loved all those little gifts. And my! Darcy Stark did a terrific job with the narration. I have always loved his performances but I think this one outshined all of his previous works I have listened before. Can’t recommend enough. Don’t hesitate and just listen! I guarantee this one is very credit-worthy! ❤️

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Adorable Romance

Great friends to lovers/brothers best friend romance. These guys were so sweet together and the personal issues they dealt with were spot on.

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Enjoyable!

This was such a great book with everything I love...the nerd and the frat guy, the brother's best friend, bi-awakening, first times...it was so good! Benji and Ace's love story was so much fun to read, written so well and had me smiling from beginning to end.

Darcy Stark did a good job narrating the book.

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Great story/listen

This is was just the perfect book to listen to. The story was such a sweet one but fun all the same. I love the brother's best friend trope and how this one played out. First time I have listened to Darcy Stark and will certainly not be the last time. Thought he did a fabulous job portraying the guys in the story.

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Brother's-Best-Friend Romance

'Secret Admirer' features Benji, an art student just starting college, and Ace, the best friend of Benji's brother Jeremy. Since Jeremy isn't around to watch over his younger brother, he has tasked Ace with the job. Ace accidentally becomes Benji's secret admirer. After some angsting over each other, they get together.

I'm not much of an angst fan, so the beginning of the book gets me a little frustrated. Benji and Ace have feelings for one another, but are absolutely convinced the other guy can't possibly feel the same. And then they proceed to not talk to each other about their feelings. When Ace finally gathers the courage to tell Benji how he feels, I like the story more. Their dates are adorable and the sex scenes are loving. Overall, it's a good story.

I liked Darcy Stark's narration for the most part. The dialogue is performed very well. The exposition sometimes has an overly formal feel that didn't seem to suit Jamison's story.

I received a free review copy of this audiobook and in exchange have written this voluntary honest opinion.

Recommended.

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Romance adventure

This was a great listen. This story was sooo good to listen to. Loved Benji he is a shy cartoon loving guy who is far from home so when he gets letters from a secret admirer he feels special. Ace is his brother’s best friend and it was a twisted road for these two to come together but they belong and I was amazed by there story. Great listen the narration was great. Can’t wait for more from this author and narrator.

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Cute listen!

This is such a sweet and cute listen. I love Benji and Ace's story. I just love how their relationship develops and I am just so hapoy with this story. Then Darcy Stark does such an amazing job with the narration. He brings the characters to life and made this story even sweeter. I love this story.

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Loved Ace and Benji!!

I seriously loved Ace and Benji!! Benji had a secret crush on Ace forever, but he is Benji’s older brother best friend. This was such a good story. Darcy Stark did an amazing job with the narration!!

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Secret Admirer

Highly enjoyed and recommend this book.
Very cute story and characters.

I did have to speed up the narration to 1.1x because the speech seemed a tad slow but otherwise it was a very good performance.

I received a free copy of this audiobook from Gay Romance Reviews and am voluntarily leaving a review.

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Fantastic story + fantastic narrator = A++ reading

Secret Admirer is a college, bi-sexual awakening, best friend’s brother love story and it hits all the right notes. Benji and Ace are lovely (especially Ace *swoon*) and they have great chemistry and connection that you can feel coming off the page. There are steamy scenes that are just right in their level of detail and the emotional treatment of Benji’s inexperience and Ace’s bisexuality is expertly handled. It’s not too heavy-handed, light on the angst, but altogether authentic.

There’s a purity and “rightness” about Ace and Benji’s relationship that resonates, and the events and the character’s actions and reactions are described with just the right balance of information to picture the scene, understand what is happening and how the characters feel about it, but not so much that you are told what to think and how to feel about it all. You are given the freedom as the reader to interpret and feel, and that’s the hallmark of a great book. If I just wanted everything spelled out, I’d read a dictionary.

The author has created an aura of happiness and warmth with this couple; as you are reading, you’ll find yourself smiling, because they are loveable and feel right together. The discord from the reaction of Jeremy (Benji’s brother) to Benji and Ace’s relationship also was treated in a believable way. It wasn’t too extreme or over the top, but struck a chord of reality - that this is something that could happen in everyday life. The fraternity element added some external sources of conflict, and humor, to the story which I really enjoyed.

I had read this book a while ago and didn’t review at the time, which I should have because I loved it. I reread it now in connection with the audiobook narrated by the fabulous Darcy Stark. Listening to the audio and hearing the spot-on voicing of Benji and Ace made me remember why I loved the book the first time, and marvel at how much better even a great book can get when paired with a talented narrator. I highly highly recommend you both read and listen to this gem of a story.

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