
The Apostate
My Search for Truth
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Mark Christian
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This book takes listeners on Dr. Mark Christian’s journey as he tries to prove to himself that Islam is the true religion. It shows the horror he feels as he faces the truth, and it leads to his greatest discovery: Jesus is love, and Jesus is the God he was searching for his entire life.
Having now lived and ministered in America for years, he also has a message for America about the dangers we are headed toward based on his intimate knowledge of life in a dictatorial country (Egypt) and what he sees here.
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- Lisa J. Frazee Clark
- 04-07-24
Finally an honest inside perspective
This a very intriguing story told from an Islam perspective. Thoroughly enjoy the comparison between Christianity and Islam. I have gained insight that I was unable to understand for years.
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-24-24
Thank God for Dr. Mark Christian
Praise the Lord for having mercy on whom He wills. I hope Dr. Mark writes more of his story.
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