
When I'm Gone, Look for Me in the East
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David Lee Huynh
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Quan Barry
About this listen
From the acclaimed author of We Ride Upon Sticks comes a luminous novel that moves across a windswept Mongolia, as estranged twin brothers make a journey of duty, conflict, and renewed understanding.
"A dazzling achievement...The rhythms are more like prayer than prose, and the puzzlelike plot yields revelations." —The New York Times
Tasked with finding the reincarnation of a great lama—a spiritual teacher who may have been born anywhere in the vast Mongolian landscape—the young monk Chuluun sets out with his identical twin, Mun, who has rejected the monastic life they once shared. Their relationship will be tested on this journey through their homeland as each possesses the ability to hear the other’s thoughts.
Proving once again that she is a writer of immense range and imagination, Quan Barry carries us across a terrain as unforgiving as it is beautiful and culturally varied, from the western Altai mountains to the eerie starkness of the Gobi Desert to the ancient capital of Chinggis Khaan. As their country stretches before them, questions of faith—along with more earthly matters of love and brotherhood—haunt the twins.
Are our lives our own, or do we belong to something larger? When I’m Gone, Look for Me in the East is a stunningly far-flung examination of our individual struggle to retain our convictions and discover meaning in a fast-changing world, as well as a meditation on accepting what simply is.
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Critic reviews
A MOST ANTICIPATED BOOK OF THE YEAR: Time, Bustle, PopSugar, Literary Hub, Essence
"A dreamlike and lyrical journey steeped in the tenets of Tibetan Buddhism." —Kirkus Reviews (starred review)
"Mesmerizing and delicate . . . a dazzling achievement . . . The rhythms are more like prayer than prose, and the puzzlelike plot yields revelations in unassuming sentences that a skimming eye could easily miss . . . The novel brims with formal peculiarities seemingly designed to cultivate alertness—and they do . . . There are sweet and surprising echoes of Dickens throughout . . . If you’re thinking that this adds up to the world’s weirdest logline—'A Buddhist sentimental education with stylistic innovation . . .'—you’re not wrong. The unlikeliness of the novel is exactly its magic." —Molly Young, The New York Times
“An imaginative tour de force . . . Evincing the same dazzling talents that won high critical praise for We Ride upon Sticks, Barry vastly expands readers’ horizons, both geographical and metaphysical . . . Readers’ most transformative experience comes by reflecting—through Chulun’s thoughts, strangely tangled with Mun’s—on the Four Noble Buddhist Truths and the Eight-Fold Path. . .Though the narrative focuses on Mongolian Buddhism, readers learn how Buddhists everywhere have suffered as Chinese communists have persecuted the faith rooted in Tibet.” —Bryce Christensen, Booklist (starred review)
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- Rich S.
- 07-04-23
A Book Like No Other
What a truly remarkable work of literature.
Mystical, poignant, unusual.
One man’s quest— or is it two? Powerful descriptions of the Mongolian landscape, culture, religion and history — ancient and modern.
Did I understand exactly what was happening, or even who all the characters were? No, not even close. Usually that would annoy me. I was often confused, like “ when did that happen.?”Yet I was simply pulled along by the tide of this novel that reads at times like a biography or coming of age. and I suspect we were not meant to understand everything .
As a practicing Buddhist I loved the interweaving of Buddhist thought as the main character struggles with it. The pithy and occasionally funny chapter titles (e.g. “ We are All on Facebook”.) Splendid narration.
Yeah. This novel has moved me and affected my own spiritual practice. I found it grounding.
One of few books I would listen to again — or read.
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- Ahne Brown
- 04-07-24
Beautiful and enlightening
Incredibly poetic, well researched, flowed like water, and fed my soul. Inspired to learn more about Buddhism..
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- Chenpo
- 04-12-24
Great story
Wonderful story. Interest by the listener in Mongolia and Tibetan Buddhism would be useful, and in any event this is a good intro to both. I’d love to know what happens to the tulkus. The narrator is excellent, Some of the Buddhist vocabulary has a quite different pronunciation than I’ve ever heard, but that won’t bother anyone (except me).
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- Paul
- 03-27-23
East Meets West in History, Poetry and Spirituality
What a truly remarkable book that that rises to poetry while simultaneously telling a story of a journey, the history and environment of Mongolia, and above all the practice of Buddhism. The best book I’ve read during the years of Covid confinement. A must read for all who savor great writing, historical fiction, and a spiritual journey.
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