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Michael Mish
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Michael Mish
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When She Died braves grief's gritty landscape with unflinching honesty. Additionally the in-real-time journal entries point to all the ups and downs, madness, and heart-wrenching immediacy of a spousal loss. This is balanced by a retrospective on the death and its aftermath 30 years later.
This book is anything but a clinician's take on grieving. Rather, it is an intensely private and thoughtfully laid out map for all the various stages of grief from a personal vantage point that ultimately emerges as something profoundly universal.
©2022 Michael Mish (P)2022 Michael MishListeners also enjoyed...
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