Please be advised that this episode of Youth on Rewind includes descriptions of gun violence and substance abuse.

In today’s America, nearly everyone knows someone affected by gun violence. This episode of Youth on Rewind tells the story of one survivor. At just 12 years old, Jacob Garrett escaped a mass shooting at a movie theater in Aurora, Colorado. More than a decade later, he came to Youth on Record to share his journey—through both conversation and music.

In this powerful episode, Jacob reflects on how the trauma of that night reshaped his life, his relationships, and his sense of self. His words, woven together with his music, paint a vivid picture of survival, resilience, and the lasting impact of trauma.

If you or someone you know is struggling, there are resources to help. Please call the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline by dialing 988 or access support through TraumaInformed.org. There is also a 24-hour Substance Abuse and Mental Health Administration hotline available to you by dialing 800-662-4357. Remember, you are not alone.

Youth on Rewind is a podcast amplifying the voices, stories, and ideas of young people.

Hosted by Lucy Richardson

Original audio pieces and scoring for this episode produced by Jacob Garrett

Theme music written by Blvck Qi

Additional music by Fabian Guerrero

Produced by David Ladon, Ryan Conarro, Lucy Richardson, and Jesse Crone

Executive produced by David Ladon

Youth on Rewind is a production of Youth on Record. Learn more at www.youthonrecord.org/podcasting