Episodes

  • 027.3 Retzitza (Shalom)
    Jun 12 2025

    🎙️ Torah 27, Part 3 — Serving in One Voice, Crying with One Heart

    Final World-Class Version for SpotifyIn this shiur, we continue uncovering Rav Nachman’s sweeping vision of redemption in Torah 27 — not merely as personal growth, but as global alignment through individual avodah.We explore what it means for each soul to cast aside falsehood and draw near to truth — not by becoming the same, but by fulfilling distinct roles within a divinely orchestrated system. Through vivid analogies from factory systems, marriage, and community, the shiur redefines shalom as purposeful interdependence grounded in emes. True peace, we learn, is not passive — it is coordinated harmony.One of the shiur’s most powerful emotional pivots centers on the difference between atzvus (paralyzing sadness) and merirus (constructive bitterness). While atzvus silences, merirus cries out — and in that cry, we find connection with Hashem.The shiur concludes with a stirring reflection on music as a vehicle for coming close to Hashem.
    For those interested in line with the idea of "music as a way to connect": Shoot me an email, been tangentially working a bit with a side music related project.
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    57 mins
  • 027.2 Retzitza (Shalom)
    May 29 2025

    To draw the entire world to serve Hashem in unison, we must achieve true shalom. In this shiur, we explore how that harmony is only possible through Ha’aras Panim and Hadaras Panim—an inner radiance drawn from Torah, refined voice, and the spiritual power of Tikkun HaBris. When one purifies their kol (voice), even tefillah without words can pierce through concealment. From the depths of emotional expression to the harmony of collective shira, we uncover the chain from Yosef HaTzaddik’s nisayon to the cosmic split of the sea—and how inner purity unleashes song, unity, and redemption.

    (notes unedited)

    Practical Applications

    Refine Your Voice through Torah

    Consider how deeply your words reflect inner clarity. Invest in learning that purifies koach ha’dibur—even reviewing the 13 Middos in davening with intent can elevate your kol.


    Turn to Hashem Even Without Words

    When you're overwhelmed or confused, don’t wait for the perfect tefillah. Even a raw kol—a cry, a sigh, or an honest moment of emotional presence—can reach Hashem powerfully.


    Protect Your Kedushah to Protect Your Clarity

    The shiur draws a powerful link between bris, hadras panim, and tefillah. Guarding personal kedushah isn’t just moral—it protects your spiritual antenna to receive truth.

    Lean Into Oneness During Conflict

    True shalom is not avoiding opposition—it’s integration toward a higher goal. Next time you face tension, ask: What greater ratson Hashem could unify these parts?

    Use Shabbos as a Spiritual Calibration

    The link between shira, tikun habris, and Shabbos suggests that preparing for and experiencing Shabbos consciously can be a weekly reset toward inner harmony.

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    39 mins
  • 027.1 Retzitza (Shalom)
    May 18 2025

    In this profound opening to Likutei Moharan Torah 27, we explore the sweeping vision of Rabbi Nachman: a world unified in service of Hashem. Drawing on the Athenian sages’ question about the chick in the shell, this shiur reframes individual avodah as inherently cosmic. How does Shalom become the vessel for Giluy Shechinah? What is the deeper meaning of Ha’aras Panim, and how is it rooted in the Torah and the Tzura Adam?

    We delve into:

    • The global mission of every Jew and how each neshamah is a microcosm of creation.
    • Why true unity (Shalom) isn’t just about avoiding conflict but about mutual bitul toward a higher goal.
    • How Yaakov Avinu, Ha’aras Panim, and the Shemos of Hashem reveal divine structure in the world.
    • The role of Torah as blueprint and how each of the 600,000 souls uniquely expresses one facet of that truth.
    • What it means to bring the world to serve Hashem b’shem echad, not through conformity but harmony.

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    Quotables:

    "You can't achieve shalom by being separate. True shalom (peace/completion/perfection) is when each soul fulfills its unique role within a single divine symphony."

    "Every Jew contains all the worlds within themselves—our personal refinement reshapes creation itself."



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    33 mins
  • 026 Retzitzah
    Apr 23 2025
    Where the Sparks Enter — The Tzadik’s Mesirus Nefesh in Tefillah

    Main Ideas from Likutei Moharan 26

    This Torah begins with a cryptic Gemara: when a chick dies within its shell, through which point does its soul exit? Rav Nachman reframes this as a metaphor for the tzadik’s avodah in tefillah. The tzadik must direct his greatest mesirus nefesh precisely to the areas where foreign thoughts (machshavos zaros) enter during prayer.

    These “foreign” elements are not distractions to escape, but rather sparks of holiness (nitzotzos) awaiting elevation. The avodah, then, is not about bridging distance from Hashem — chas v’shalom — but about recalibrating perspective and reconnecting each experience to its true source. The tzadik, operating from an elevated vantage point aligned with Hashem’s ratzon, is uniquely able to reveal Elokus in the very places where it appears most concealed. This is a function of his alignment with the ultimate context: HaMakom.

    Additional Expansions and Key Themes
    • Tefillah is not primarily about personal requests; its essence is aligning oneself — and the world — with Hashem’s ratzon. Individual bakashos only carry meaning within that larger context.
    • Even misdirected emotions (e.g., love, desire) are not disconnected from Hashem. They are divine energies misapplied. Teshuvah is a reorientation, not a reconnection.
    • Perspective defines reality: everything in creation is rooted in Elokus. What changes is how we see it.
    • The tzadik can descend into concealment without spiritual harm, enabling him to elevate the deepest sparks. His inner purity and orientation keep him above contamination.
    • The shell = tefillah = pre-creation/revelation koach: Just as the chick emerges from the shell, creation unfolds from tefillah. The tzadik, deeply aligned with Hashem’s will, activates and channels this pre-creation power on behalf of the world.

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    35 mins
  • 025.5 Achvi Lan Maneh 5 of 5
    Apr 4 2025

    Unedited Summary:

    Navigating the Spiritual Ladder: Insights from Likutei Moharan

    The Power of Perspective: Top-Down vs. Bottom-Up Approaches

    • Top-Down Approach (Truth-Driven):
    • Spiritual growth begins with a higher, unified perspective. A higher perspective sees unity in seemingly conflicting systems (like the body’s organs), understanding them as one coherent design.

    • Bottom-Up Approach (Desire-Driven):
    • When you’re grounded in physicality or emotional desires, it’s hard to see the unity. The goal is to elevate your perspective to reveal the interconnectedness of all things.

    Breaking Through Illusions (Klipah) on the Spiritual Ascent

    • Klipah: Obstacles on the Path:
    • At every level of spiritual growth, we encounter klipah—barriers that seem to separate us from the truth. These barriers provide the stage for spiritual challenge, growth and, ultimately, elevation.

    • The Orange Peel Metaphor:
    • Klipah is like the peel of an orange: it protects the fruit but doesn’t stand alone. At higher levels, we recognize that klipah serves its purpose, but once removed, it withers away.
    • As we grow, we must confront and subdue these klipah, recognizing that everything in the physical world ultimately leads us to a unified truth.

    Unity in Diversity: Revealing Divine Harmony

    • Divine Attributes as Colors:
    • Chesed (kindness) and Gevurah (strength) may appear as opposites, but from a higher perspective, they complement each other to create beauty (Tiferes).
    • Spiritual growth is about seeing the whole picture—how different elements, when integrated, create a beautiful and unified system.

    Tzedakah: The Key to Spiritual Alignment

    • The Role of Tzedakah:
    • Giving tzedakah connects you to others and to Divine purpose. It transforms your resources from personal possessions to vessels for Divine will.
    • Through tzedakah, we acknowledge that our material wealth is not for our benefit alone but a means to connect and uplift the world.

    The Cosmic Impact of Individual Growth

    • Interconnectedness of All:
    • Each person’s growth impacts the entire spiritual ecosystem. As you rise, you elevate those around you, creating a ripple effect that leads to greater unity in the world.

    Practical Guidance for Overcoming Spiritual Challenges

    • Recognizing Spiritual Growth Through Challenges:
    • New difficulties are often signs that you’ve advanced to a higher spiritual level. What seems like a setback or resistance can actually be a sign of closer proximity to the Divine.
    • Embrace these challenges as opportunities to break through illusions and connect with deeper truths.

    The Role of Simcha in Spiritual Growth

    • Simcha as a Driver:
    • True happiness comes from doing what you should be doing, aligned with your higher purpose. As you grow spiritually, you’ll experience more Simcha, which propels you closer to unity with Hashem.
    • Simcha is not external; it comes from within when you align with your true self and purpose.

    Breaking Through the Illusions of the Yetzer Hara

    • The Yetzer Hara’s New Name: Koach HaMedameh:
    • The Yetzer Hara, which manifests as illusions and fantasies, is described as the “power of imagination” (Koach HaMedameh). As we rise spiritually, we encounter new levels of the Yetzer Hara.
    • In times of spiritual revelation, these illusions become stronger, presenting new challenges that must be...
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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • 025.4 Achvi Lan Maneh 4 of
    Mar 11 2025

    Would love to hear from you. See notes below; please don't rely on them as they were generated to accompany shiur and not edited, but feel free to let me know if they are helpful.

    Understanding Unity Within Creation: Notes from Likutei MoharanTwo Approaches to Understanding Creation
    • Top-Down Approach: The source (or seed) contains all potential, with everything emanating from it in a structured, orderly way. From this perspective, creation unfolds with perfect unity.
    • Bottom-Up Approach: Starts from our experience of fragmented reality where things may appear disconnected or contradictory. The spiritual work is to align these fragments back with their original source to reveal their deeper unity.

    Spiritual Growth as Realignment
    • As we ascend through different spiritual levels, we refine ourselves and reconnect with the panimiyus (internal essence) of each level.
    • The Process of Alignment: We must realign ourselves with the inner purpose at each stage of growth, sensitizing ourselves to the deeper truth present at every level of reality.

    Money and Tzedakah in Divine Service
    • Mamon as a Vessel (Kli): Money can either serve as a tool for Hashem's purpose or become empty and meaningless when disconnected from its source.
    • Purpose of Tzedakah: Charity aligns our physical resources with spiritual purpose. When used properly, money becomes a means to express divine unity in the world.
    • Spiritual Rectification: The act of giving redirects resources to fulfill divine will. Money used for tzedakah becomes infused with purpose, rectifying both the giver's soul and participating in the greater tikkun of creation.

    Navigating Contradictions in Spiritual Life
    • Apparent Contradictions: At each level of spiritual and personal development, we encounter challenges and apparent contradictions. This happens in all contexts—educational, business, and personal.
    • Growth Process: As we develop spiritually, we begin to see how seemingly contradictory elements fit together in a unified whole, serving a greater purpose.

    Yichud (Unity) as Higher Perspective
    • Transcending Contradictions: Spiritual growth allows us to access higher levels of unity where we can see the entire system as interconnected.
    • This higher vantage point reveals how each piece works toward the ultimate goal of divine revelation in the world.

    Tzedakah as Expression of Unity
    • Through tzedakah, we actively participate in creating unity between the Creator and creation.
    • When we give, we align ourselves with divine purpose, ensuring our resources reveal Hashem's light in the world.

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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • 025.3 Achvi Lan Maneh 3 of
    Feb 16 2025
    • would love to hear from you; MRubin214@gmail.com
    • Please let me know if the notes below are helpful (note they are unedited so please do not rely on)

    The Bridge Between Mind and Action

    In Likutei Moharan, we’re taught that human nature is shaped by three key faculties:

    • Intellect (Seichel): The mind that perceives truth and connects to Divine wisdom.
    • Imagination (Koach HaMedameh): The bridge faculty that translates understanding into action.
    • Action (Ma’aseh): The physical implementation of our thoughts in the world.

    Two Approaches to RealityTop-Down (Truth-Driven):
    • The intellect, grounded in absolute truth, leads the way.
    • The imagination becomes a faithful transmitter of Divine wisdom.
    • Actions naturally align with Divine will, and there’s no resistance in the system.
    • This approach is like a healthy body, where the limbs move as directed by the mind without friction.

    Bottom-Up (Desire-Driven):
    • Desires and circumstances often drive the perception of what’s true.
    • Imagination creates illusions, justifying actions that may not be based in eternal truth.
    • This results in dissonance, where a person’s actions are not aligned with their higher purpose.
    • It’s like a body whose movements are driven by random impulses, instead of being guided by a higher purpose.

    The Dynamic System of Spiritual GrowthLayers of Reality (Olamim):
    • Reality consists of interconnected spiritual levels, each with its own essence and outer expression.
    • As we grow, we ascend through these levels, expanding our capacity to connect to the Divine.

    The Individual Journey:
    • Spiritual growth begins at the most basic level, and we must master each one before progressing.
    • Moving from one level to the next is like advancing through school—each level introduces new challenges and forces us to begin again in a new environment.
    • Each transition brings us face-to-face with the klipah (spiritual shell) of that level, which we must break through to access the deeper spiritual essence.

    Encountering and Transforming BarriersKlipah as Spiritual Barrier:
    • At every level, we encounter a klipah—a spiritual barrier—that prevents us from accessing the deeper truths.
    • These barriers may appear as confusion, resistance, or limitations, but they are not inherently negative; they provide the necessary challenge for spiritual growth.

    Revelation of Divine Glory Through ContrastsThe Spectrum of Divine Qualities:
    • Divine attributes like chesed (kindness) and gevurah (strength) may seem like opposites at first glance.
    • From a limited perspective, they appear to conflict with each other. But from a higher vantage point, these contrasting qualities come together to create Divine beauty (tiferes).

    The Power of Giving in Spiritual GrowthTzedakah as Spiritual Alignment:
    • Giving tzedakah (charity) creates a powerful connection between the giver and the receiver, as well as with the Divine.
    • By giving, we identify with others and transform our resources into vessels for Divine will, elevating both ourselves and the recipient.

    Breaking Inertia Through Connection:
    • Giving tzedakah before prayer sets the stage for spiritual ascent, allowing us to break through barriers and access higher levels of Divine connection.
    • This act of selflessness creates the spiritual alignment needed to ascend through the worlds during...
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    1 hr and 1 min
  • 025.2 Achvi Lan Maneh 2 of
    Feb 9 2025

    025.2 Achvi Lan Maneh 2 of

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    56 mins