John Allen is back to face what is.

What am I?

Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay  attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is.  With God. And guess what?  You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe to toe with God. LOL Just saying

John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is"  pulls the football away.

Dare to be pretentious

Ash Wednesday.

6:10 Falling out with the therapist

6:30 Always willing to give it a shot.

8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point.

10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention

12:45 I was going to talk about loving

13:30 It's so...That made me laugh. For real...good joke

15:25 Glory holes

15:45 I do crack myself up

16:00 Giving Irving a blast...

16:47 Gapped out.. What did I say? I am back now..oh exposure therapy...or denial...

19:50 I laughed at the mean dog joke. I did laugh listening to it again...

23:40 So two narcissists walk into a bar...

33 old guy sport joke...decided to leave it in..even though it makes me sound line an old guy...

John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.

Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction.

1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shocking that most people don’t have that freedom.

2:30 Freedom of speech is in serious danger. Danger! Danger! Will Robinson

4:50 It’s not that they will lose their jobs for speaking; now it’s even standing next to someone who says something can get you fired.

9:37 Joe Biden Am I still alive?

11:00 Don’t take away my words.

12:00 A safe space in my day was being able to say what you wanted without consequence.

13:00 A push pull relationship with success 

15:05 Mark iv panther tank pulls up in front of house.

16:05 I’ve grown up to be a weird troll.

17:50 Did I say the quiet thing?

18:00 I mean Joe is ahead 8 points not Donald.

18:30 I crack myself up.

20:00 Holding on by Chief Justice Robert’s fingernails and Justice Ginsburg’s pancreas

23:00 Monitor yourself.

26:00 What can I tell ya? LOL

34:00 It’s a metaphor ladies and gentlemen

33:30 I aint no Guru I only play one on TV

36:30 Ask yourself what the fuck is happening and then investigate

38:04 Take two minutes and just shut the fuck up.

40:00 These people have really let us down

41:45 How are you spinning this?

42:00 What I never tell in that story.

45:00 You have everything you need in this moment or you would be dead

46:00 The Dogs Bark and the Caravan moves on

John Allen losing to what is...again.

I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke.
A dark place
Giving up Sir Galahad
Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy
We want them around making us a sandwich but not actually...
I got a prostate like an Idaho potato but I am still a good stick man- Marlon Brando Last Tango in Paris.
The teeter totter
Should I bother talking about the cancel culture and how stupid it is?
Am I brothers and sisters  in the left wing really going to tank this? Defund the police? Really? What do you got in there? Sawdust?"
Cassandra part 2- Dudes! There are Greek soldiers in that horse. I kid you not.
The Film Festival and the Day Care
No More Process
Getting the shit kicked out of me
Come on man- Joe Biden about everything
The Supreme court turned into a bunch of pussies. Big Surprise
It was 8 zip in the Nixon Tape case not 9 zip.

John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".

meditation, questioning,critical thinking,

what the fuck is happening now?

who am i?

who cares?

Fuck it

LOL

Prospero and what is.

All suffering is an argument with what is.

Suffering is not a glitch.

Allow suffering to be.

Investigate.

Space.

Party down.

Repeat.

Let your indulgence set me free

John Allen and what is.

00:09 Deconstruction of musical mirror. Brown Sugar cultural time capsule.

01:45 Don't want that in the mirror. Don't want that in the mirror

02:33 Groundlings demanding a different ending for Hamlet.

4:00 Cinema Verite: Taking a sip of coffee.

06:36 So much for Cinema Verite

07:47 People think Trump is the epitome of an American businessman because he played one on TV.

09:00 A little aside about ex girlfriends. Yuuch. Cinema Verite

10:15 We've been really good friends but I had to have a heart attack.

11:00 Walking the walk and talking the talk.

11:45 Feeling better is taking a pill

13:16 Maybe this is the one. One what?

14:05 I get these little periods of bliss and then they just kinda run out of gas.

15:44 Every once in a while one of them will come off the ground that I haven't seen before.

!5:45 I really am a horrible lying hypocritical asshole.

15:46 Oh and a leech.

17:08 Wait for thunderbolt. No thunderbolt.

19:40 It's like being a parent again. Ooops. Again. Still. Right. I am a parent still.

20:20 I have to be responsible. Is it true?

21:27 Amateur Lesbian Porn

24:15 The worst for a guy. It's okay.

24:40 Viagra. The boys on the bench.

26:00 I knew a guy who blew a guy's head off with a shotgun.

26:05 Wrote a play about it.

27:00 Upper Canada boys.

29:15 Engagement theory

30:41 Boys run them like dogs

32:00 Homework. Worthless.

33:00 1971. I thought that was what the world would always be like.

34:33 The Stones.

37:00 We the people couldn't handle it.So we gave it back

39:35 Sounding tired. Sorry

40:24 OJ Simpson trial. The Usurping of public power. Monarchy is back.

42:00 Going into hope and I dont want to go into hope but...

43:00 Trump as a trip wire waking up the people; The beauty of the American system

46:00 I always wanted to be a cop when I played as a kid so I could be in charge.

47:00 Friendships are tough.

48:00 Slipping into senility.

48:23 Bad reading of the Hollow Men. Indulgence.

John Allen and what is.

00:30 You say you want a revolution

1:55 I like the battle of Stalingrad as much as the next guy

2:22 True confessions.

3:08 My friend Dave

4:00 Another Cassandra moment

4:35 Terrific bang...Yuuch...I didn't like the way I said that. At all

5:05 No no no we are just friends.

5:50 Lets face it Old Guys are not great.

6:30 I'll just dance by myself and look at the floor.

7:00 Snitch culture

7:45 High falutin'

9:03 I just don't talk to anybody. It's easier.

9:45 When they take over they aren't going to be very nice to the people they take over from...Just guessin'

10:50 Okay not cheering about somebody being shot. Making a point about the media acting like a squirrel on speed.

14:00 Lets rat each other out.

15:30 They are showing you who they are...

17:20 Purity test

18:15 You are the one who is high and mighty

19:00 We come in wholes not parts

20:00 PTSD dating flash back

21:50 Jazz baby jazz

23:00 The Soon Come

25:02 Those gals they brought it down

26:15 Sex clubs and dancing.

29:25 I don't want to know anymore.

30:20 This is actually funny

31:00 Dick farm

32:00 The dream: Commenting about myself commenting about myself.

32:30 Snitch culture

33:15 Ooops...raised my voice...

34:00 If I say chick and it just makes you fucking crazy...

39:00 Don't die for your country let the other poor dumb fucker die for his.

41:00 Twinkly lights. My origin story

42:00 I had to find out. What happened? Where did those people go? Where will I go?

45:25 There is nothing as horny as a married guy.

47:00 That Soon Come feeling.

48:07 I didn't get to talk about how I feel like I am going to die all the time. Too bad.

49:00 Speaking about dying...

49:30 Quick Dad story.

51:00 Where was I?