As a Christian, as well as as a priest, it has been my experience that one of the biggest barriers to people coming to faith, or even exploring relationship with the church, is the fear that they aren't and can't be good enough. People who don't have much familiarity with Christianity often assume that Christians live by some impossibly high moral standard, one that they expect not just of themselves but of everyone else. I've lost count, for example, of the number of times I've gone into the local pub in my dog collar only to be asked if I'm even allowed to be in there and whether I'm allowed to drink alcohol.

Fr Sam Rossiter-Peters explains that Paul was no stranger to sin. Before he came to Christ, he was a violent man persecuting the foundling church. It was he that stood by holding the coats as the crowd lynched St Stephen.

He knew that he was sinful. St Paul knew that he was saved by grace. He knew that he owed everything to Jesus because Jesus forgave him.

And so he knew that the Christian community was and still is full of people who make mistakes and need forgiveness. He, as he called himself, the chief amongst sinners, led a community of sinners forgiven. St Paul also knew that following Jesus meant being transformed.

He knew that Jesus wasn't harshly judgmental but nor did he ignore sin. He called people to repentance. Repentance, that Greek word metanoia, which means not saying sorry but turning around and going in the opposite direction, embracing a new kind of life.

Christianity is not about adhering to some impossible moral standard and holding everyone else to that same impossible moral standard. It's about accepting that none of us are worthy, but we are loved, and that love changes us into worthiness. And so, as we travel through this season of Lent, ask yourself, am I one of those people that is guilty of making the church an impossible place to be? Where in my life am I lifting others up? Where am I tearing them down? Am I helping others to grow in faith, or am I standing in the way of their transformation, perhaps even without realising it? Where am I holding myself to an impossible moral standard? Where am I expecting it of others? Where am I shaped by God's love? Where am I sharing that love? St. Paul's transformation reminds us that no one is beyond God's reach.