Episodes

  • Life Update + The Biggest Lie I Believed About God

    Life Update + The Biggest Lie I Believed About God
    Jul 23 2025
    This one’s real personal. I just felt like it was time to slow down and let you all l in on what’s really been happening behind the scenes the last 9–10 months. A lot has changed in my life — new city, new church, deep community, and God doing a real work in my heart. But the biggest thing I had to face? There was this lie I didn’t even realize I was believing about God — and it had been shaping the way I saw Him, myself, and my purpose. In this episode, I’m sharing that story. What led me there. How He’s been peeling it all back. And the version of me I feel like He’s been slowly freeing me from. It’s kind of like a reset episode. I talk about where the podcast is going, what’s changing, and where I see God leading next. So if you've been in a season of transition, or you've ever wrestled with identity, ambition, or feeling like you’ve outgrown who you used to be — I think this one’s gonna hit home. Let me know what God’s been teaching you too. I’d love to hear it. Try After God’s Heart free for 7 days — daily devotionals, guided readings, and real conversations that help you walk with Jesus every single morning. 👉 https://aftergodsheart.carrd.co/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    36 mins
  • The #1 Reason You Still Feel Distant From God (And How to Fix It)

    The #1 Reason You Still Feel Distant From God (And How to Fix It)
    Jul 21 2025
    This might be one of the most important conversations we’ve had yet. In today’s episode of The Disciples Journal, we’re diving deep into what it actually means to walk in intimacy with Jesus. Not just following Him, but abiding in Him. You’ll hear how peace isn’t found in performance—but in a person. We’ll talk about the fruit of intimacy, why discipline without surrender leaves us empty, and how true transformation happens when we stop trying to fix ourselves and start beholding Him. I even share a powerful revelation God gave me about the veil at the altar—and how only Jesus can lift it. This is more than just a teaching. It’s a heart reset. Let’s get into it. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    18 mins
  • The One Change That Will Restore Your Walk With God

    The One Change That Will Restore Your Walk With God
    Jul 16 2025
    What if the real reason you feel distant from God… is something you’ve been overlooking? In today’s episode of The Disciples Journal, we’re unpacking Hebrews 12:14 — a verse that doesn’t just talk about holiness, but reveals why so many of us struggle to feel close to God. Darin breaks down how sin doesn’t drive God away from us… but it does distort our view of Him. Through a powerful moment of personal conviction, we explore how holiness isn’t about perfection — it’s about intimacy. About seeing God clearly. About giving Him all of who we are. Whether you’ve walked with God for years or you’re trying to find your way back, this episode will shift how you see sin, holiness, and the invitation God gives us every day to draw near. 🎧 Reflection Question: What’s one thing in your life right now that might be clouding your view of God? 👉 Want to go deeper and start building a consistent daily rhythm with God? Join me inside After God’s Heart — a daily devotional podcast that helps you grow in intimacy with Him one day at a time. You can start your 7-day free trial here. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    14 mins
  • Most Christians Are Struggling With This (This Destroys Your Faith)

    Most Christians Are Struggling With This (This Destroys Your Faith)
    Jul 14 2025
    Do you know God, or do you just know about Him? That question cuts deep—and it’s exactly what we’re unpacking in today’s episode. As we officially launch After God’s Heart, I wanted to start with a conversation that’s foundational: intimacy with God. Drawing from Jeremiah 9:23–24, we explore the difference between boasting in what we do for God vs. actually walking in deep relationship with Him. This episode is a personal one. I’m sharing what shifted in my own journey—how consistency didn’t come from more discipline, but from more intimacy. You'll also hear how the fruit of the Spirit isn’t something you force... it's something that flows when you’re planted in the right place. And don't miss the powerful reflection from 1 Corinthians 13. It’ll challenge you to ask yourself: “What if I’m doing everything right, but missing the one thing that matters?” Ready to grow in your relationship with God? Try After God’s Heart free for 7 days and start a daily rhythm of intimacy with Jesus. 🎧 Tap the link to begin: https://aftergodsheart.carrd.co/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    16 mins
  • This Is God’s Purpose for Your Life — And It’s Bigger Than You Think

    This Is God’s Purpose for Your Life — And It’s Bigger Than You Think
    Jul 9 2025
    What if your story is the key to someone else's salvation? In today’s episode of The Disciples Journal, we’re digging into 1 Peter 2:9 and uncovering what this powerful verse reveals about your God-given purpose. You’ve been chosen, called, and commissioned — not just to be saved, but to shine. We’ll talk about: Why your testimony is God's proof The lie of “private faith” and what Scripture really teaches What it means to be a royal priesthood in your everyday life Why your influence is your responsibility — and no one else’s This isn’t just a responsibility. It’s a privilege. And your story is more than enough for God to use. If you’ve ever wrestled with what you’re here for, this episode will change how you see your calling. Want to feel closer to God every day? Start your 7-day free trial of After God’s Heart now: 👉 https://patreon.com/aftergodsheart Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    13 mins
  • This Is the One Thing God Wants You to Do Every Day

    This Is the One Thing God Wants You to Do Every Day
    Jul 7 2025
    What if your purpose isn’t just about what you do — but how you love? In today’s episode, we’re diving into Ephesians 5:1–2 to uncover a purpose we often overlook: walking in the love of Christ. This kind of love isn’t limited to people we agree with or those who treat us well — it’s a love that mirrors the sacrifice Jesus made for us. We’ll explore why loving difficult people is actually central to your calling, what Jesus meant when He said “be perfect as your Father is perfect,” and how imitating God’s love changes every conversation, every encounter, and every space you walk into. If you’ve ever wrestled with what God wants you to do, this episode will reframe everything by showing you who He’s calling you to be. Want to go deeper? Join the daily devotional experience through [After God’s Heart] — complete with daily episodes, a monthly reading plan, and live Bible study Zooms. Try it free at the link below. https://patreon.com/aftergodsheart Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    13 mins
  • You Don’t Need a Title to Represent God — Genesis 1 Shatters That Lie

    You Don’t Need a Title to Represent God — Genesis 1 Shatters That Lie
    Jul 2 2025
    What if your title didn’t determine your calling? In this episode, I’m digging into one of the biggest lies we’ve believed in church culture—that only pastors, leaders, or “special” people are called to represent God. But Genesis 1:26–28 tells a different story. I walk through the political context behind this passage and show how, in the ancient world, only kings were seen as the “image” of a god. But in Genesis, God flips the script and says every person is made in His image. That means you have been given divine authority and purpose—not someday, not if you get a title, but right now. If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re really called, or felt like purpose is for someone else, this episode will remind you who you are and what you were made for. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    14 mins
  • This Verse Changes the Way You See Yourself Forever

    This Verse Changes the Way You See Yourself Forever
    Jun 30 2025
    What if the reason you’re questioning your worth… is because you’ve been listening to the wrong story about why you’re here? In this episode of The Disciples Journal, we kick off a brand new July series focused on what God says about our purpose—and we’re starting right where it all began: Genesis 1:26. You might’ve read this verse before, but today we’re looking at it through the eyes of the people who first heard it—the Israelites fresh out of slavery. And when you understand the cultural and historical context, everything changes. You’ll learn why this one verse redefines how we see our value, our identity, and the intentionality of God’s design for your life. If you’ve ever wondered whether your life really matters or what God had in mind when He made you—this episode is for you. Start a 7 day free trial of After God's Heart today: https://patreon.com/aftergodsheart Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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    14 mins