okay. okay okay okay, i know this sounds crazy, but hear me out

im not saying everyone should think and choose the same as i do, im just sharing my own opinion.

i know you know im a messy talker, so if you get confused, its okay. i get it. i listened to it and there were some parts i thought i didnt explain perfectly. so heres the gist:

for some reason, i just feel immense guilt to reproduce. for some reason (for me) i think its a social responsibility to refuse giving birth. i thinks its a moral responsibility (again, for me) to not bring innocent lives into this terrible world and to help children that ALREADY exist and provide them a home and love and so much more. But i would never convince someone else to live the way i do. this is simply me. my life. my choice. and why if my wife decides differently, why i might find myself in a little dilemma.

i needed this okay. thank you

todays a completely normal episode.

if you notice whats wrong before i call it out then you win.

did you catch what i said last time? if you didn't, its okay, i'll catch you up today.

oops another bear with me, but not because im being me this time. i blame sickness. i blame my headache. i blame my right eye for some reason

WE GOT THIS!

You know the saying, "Never celebrate until after you cross the finish line"? This is similar, but in reverse. The game's not over until it's over; you don't give up until the very end. For me, that end is a long way off. Just like the game I watched last night, it's not the end yet. Keep going, keep your head held high, and stay in it for the long run.

a chitchat about food. nothing deep. i think.