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Apocalypse Child
- A Life in End Times - a Memoir
- Narrated by: Flor Edwards
- Length: 6 hrs and 42 mins
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For the first 13 years of her life, Flor Edwards grew up in the Children of God. The group's nomadic existence was based on the belief that, as God's chosen people, they would be saved in the impending apocalypse that would envelop the rest of the world in 1993. Flor would be 13 years old. The group's charismatic leader, Father David, kept the family on the move, from Los Angeles to Bangkok to Chicago, where they would eventually disband, leaving Flor to make sense of the foreign world of mainstream society around her.
Apocalypse Child is a cathartic journey through Flor's memories of growing up within a group with unconventional views on education, religion, and sex. Whimsically referring to herself as a real-life Kimmy Schmidt, Edwards's clear-eyed memoir is a story of survival in a childhood lived on the fringes.
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In the highly anticipated follow-up to Marley & Me, John Grogan again works his magic, bringing us the story of what came first. Before there was Marley, there was a gleefully mischievous boy growing up in a devout Catholic home outside Detroit in the 1960s and '70s. Despite his loving parents' best efforts, John's attempts to meet their expectations failed spectacularly.
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As real as it gets
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Two sisters, ages 10 and 16, are exiled from Brooklyn to Bird Hill in Barbados, after their mother can no longer care for them. The young Phaedra and her older sister, Dionne, live, for the summer of 1989, with their grandmother, Hyacinth, a midwife and practitioner of the local spiritual practice of obeah. Dionne spends the summer in search of love, testing her grandmother's limits, and wanting to go home. Phaedra explores Bird Hill, where her family has lived for generations.
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My absolute favorite book of all time
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Bettyville
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When George Hodgman leaves Manhattan for his hometown of Paris, Missouri, he finds himself - an unlikely caretaker and near-lethal cook - in a head-on collision with his aging mother, Betty, a woman of wit and will. Will George lure her into assisted living? When hell freezes over. He can't bring himself to force her from the home both treasure - the place where his father's voice lingers, the scene of shared jokes, skirmishes, and, behind the dusty antiques, a rarely acknowledged conflict...
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Title Should Be Georgeville-It's All About George
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Confessions of a Latter-Day Virgin
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- Length: 10 hrs and 33 mins
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When Nicole Hardy’s eye-opening "Modern Love" column appeared in the New York Times, the response from readers was overwhelming. Hardy’s essay, which exposed the conflict between being true to herself as a woman and remaining true to her Mormon faith, struck a chord with women coast-to-coast. Now in her funny, intimate, and thoughtful memoir, Nicole Hardy explores how she came, at the age of 35, to a crossroads regarding her faith and her identity.
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This Book Spoke to Me
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In the Country
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These nine globe-trotting, unforgettable stories from Mia Alvar, a remarkable new literary talent, vividly give voice to the women and men of the Filipino diaspora. Here are exiles, emigrants, and wanderers uprooting their families from the Philippines to begin new lives in the Middle East, the United States, and elsewhere - and sometimes turning back again.
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My introduction to Filipino literature and culture
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At once a deeply personal memoir and an examination of a violent and stratified country, The House at Sugar Beach tells of tragedy, forgiveness, and transcendence with unflinching honesty and a survivor's gentle humor. And at its heart, it is a story of Helene Cooper's long voyage home.
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Can't recommend it
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A jaw-dropping story of how a girl from the suburbs ends up in a prince's harem and emerges from the secret Xanadu both richer and wiser. At 18, Jillian Lauren was an NYU theater school dropout with a tip about an upcoming audition. The "casting director" told her that a rich businessman would pay pretty girls $20,000 if they stayed for two weeks to spice up his parties. Soon, Jillian was on a plane to Borneo, where she would spend the next 18 months in the harem of Prince Jefri Bolkiah....
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Boring, Pretentious Book
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She Got Up Off the Couch
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When we last saw Zippy, she was oblivious to the storm that was brewing in her home. Her mother, Delonda, had literally just gotten up off the couch and ridden her rickety bicycle down the road. Her dad was off somewhere, gambling or "working." And Zippy was lost in her own fabulous world of exploring the fringes of Moorland, Indiana.
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Great fun !!
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Too Close to the Falls
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Welcome to the childhood of Catherine McClure Gildiner. It is the middle of the 1950s in Lewiston, New York, a small and sleepy American town very near Niagara Falls. No one is divorced. Mothers wear high heels to the beauty salon and children pop Pez candy and swing from vines over a local gorge. But at the tender age of four, it becomes clear to her Cathy's parents that their rambunctious daughter is no ordinary child and they soon put her "to work" at her father's pharmacy.
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Brilliant and funny and touching.
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The Source of All Things
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A loving and devoted step-father, Donnie introduced Tracy Ross's family to the joys of fishing, deer hunting, camping, and hiking among the pristine mountains of rural Idaho. Donnie was everything Tracy dreamed a dad would be: protective, brave, and kind. But when his dependence on his eight-year-old daughter's companionship went too far, everything changed.
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Brave Woman
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Forgiveness
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When the Second World War broke out, Ralph MacLean chose to escape his troubled life on the Magdalen Islands in eastern Canada and volunteer to serve his country overseas. Meanwhile, in Vancouver, Mitsue Sakamoto saw her family and her stable community torn apart after the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor.
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Admirable progenitors
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Nora and Theresa Flynn are 21 and 17 when they leave their small village in Ireland and journey to America. Nora is the responsible sister; she's shy and serious and engaged to a man she isn't sure that she loves. Theresa is gregarious; she is thrilled by their new life in Boston and besotted with the fashionable dresses and dance halls on Dudley Street. But when Theresa ends up pregnant, Nora is forced to come up with a plan - a decision with repercussions they are both far too young to understand.
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The narration ruined it
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- Asaph
- 04-13-18
A truly unique background and story
I've read more than a hundred memoirs/ biographies and there are precious few written by cult survivors. This book is a cathartic look by the author at her background and upbringing and offers insight into a very dimly understood part of our society, that of an entire childhood lived within a bubble completely isolated from the societal structure that most of us completely take for granted. It can be extremely difficult to integrate into a society which is foreign to a cult survivor or even victims of abuse or other trauma. This is an inspirational reminder that it is possible.
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- Kindle Customer
- 07-01-18
Amazing Story Well-Told
Flor Edwards tells the story of the Children of God from the point of view of a child living inside the cult. She's not only the person to tell the story but also the best narrator for it. Readers of a certain age will remember the headlines, and yet the story is told timelessly, with great insight and clarity.
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- DestinyS
- 12-28-21
Like getting to know a new friend...
I was reading Cultish (excellent) and Apocalypse Child was mentioned, so I sought out to read it once I'd finished. I'm glad I did! The book is narrated by the author and paints a vivid picture of her childhood memories, her life as a member of the Children of God and the hardships that came with it. I felt like I was listening to a friend recall tales of her childhood. Very much enjoyed this book!
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- Katelynn Koi
- 08-28-21
Content First, Emphasis Second
Found this title through Narratively. Read the author's two articles and really got pulled into her world. Her reading of this story on the other hand feels a bit too forced. Still listening though.
Edit: Just realized it has to do with the emphasis placed on each word when read. But the reading improves in Chapter 2, so just stick with it!
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- Andrea
- 02-20-21
Well done memoir
I’m sure that growing up in a cult was difficult for these kids but mostly in the afterwards. I mean that they were not tortured or abused and they had a loving family. Their upbringing was unconventional but it was the adaption to the world outside of the cult that was a big deal for them and others who left the Children of God group. Others have more lurid tales of this group but this author was one of 12 children raised under one roof with her parents and other group members. They moved a lot but had good world experiences while also being indoctrinated with a religious fervor. She sounds like she and her siblings did the necessary work to get past the strange circumstances they were raised under. Fascinating story.
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- Chris
- 04-27-22
Not enough cult recovery story
It wasn’t until the last hour of listening that the author got to the point of telling how she’d realized she’d been raised in a cult. So barley any writing on the process of realization nor recovery.
In addition, the bulk of the text was needless minute details of clothing descriptions and landmarks. As if someone gave her the writing advice “show don’t tell” and she took it overboard with details that failed to move the narrative forward. Perhaps this was exacerbated by the narrator whose affect was way to flat for this material.
Of all the books on cults I could have picked to help me with my own cult abuse, I regret choosing this one
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- Scotto
- 07-15-22
kind of boring
Maybe it is the VERY dry delivery of the reader, but this book put me to sleep. The details of Flo's life aren't put together in any interesting way. It is like listening to someone recite facts.
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