
Only When I Die
A gripping supernatural suspense
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He’s dreamed of returning to his old life, and finding Kayla Collins, the girl he’d loved. The girl who’s been missing for eighteen years. The girl he was willing to kill for.
Kayla and Kenzie Collins were the identical twin daughters of widower Roland Collins, the richest man in the county and sadistic psychopath. Tate’s first teenage mistake had been daring to fall love with Kayla. His second had been trusting that Roland and his cohorts had a shred of humanity.
Now Roland’s dead and Kayla is still missing. All that remains is the broken sister Kenzie, who’s always lived to obey her father, and who remains controlled by evil.
Trapped between worlds, Kayla’s body has long decayed but her soul lingers, desperate to live. Tate’s return to their childhood home is the trigger Kayla needs. The memory of their young love gives her the strength to fight on, to fight for her spirit to defeat even death.
He lost his freedom trying to save her the first time.
He’ll risk his life to save her again.
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