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Darrell Hammond
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He is one of the longest-running cast members on Saturday Night Live, an American comedy genius renowned for his spot-on sendups of politicians and celebrities. But off-stage, Darrell Hammond’s life was anything but a joke. In CRAY, a special audio performance captured live onstage at Audible’s Minetta Lane Theatre, Hammond brings to life his acclaimed memoir, God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F*cked: Tales of Stand-Up, Saturday Night Live and Other Mind-Altering Mayhem. Embodying over 60 different characters, he takes listeners on a heartbreaking and hilarious journey through abuse, addiction, and recovery. The exhilarating story unravels the mystery of how a man repeatedly climbed from the depths of despair to the height of comedy royalty.
Available in Dolby Atmos on Audible.
©2024 Darrell Hammond (P)2024 AO Media, LLC
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WOW !!
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Thanks for sharing
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This life is a mystery unfolding every second, minute, hour…. Don’t give up
Honesty and integrity
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Beautiful story...
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Wow! Great Set!
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so relatable!
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Sad, Poignant. Masterfully performed.
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Unbelievable
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Funny and Brave
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