
First and Forever
Heartache Duet, Book 2
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Narrated by:
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Stephanie Rose
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Brandon Utah
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By:
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Jay McLean
About this listen
There are no more goodnight kisses. No knocks on windows. No lengthy text messages. No late-night phone calls. And no game day balloons.
There's just Connor. And Ava. Existing in a world filled with nothing but heartache. While searching the darkness for glimmers of hope.
Because with hope, comes magic. And magic is forever.
Contains mature themes.
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- Foxy Blogs
- 03-07-24
So good I read it twice!
First and Forever is a continuation of Heartache and Hope. After I finished the first book I jumped right into this one because I wanted to see how Ava and Connor ended up with their HEA. I loved this duet a lot!!
FIRST AND FOREVER
● high school sports romance
● friends to lovers
● heroine’s mom -war veteran
● virgin hero
● fireflies
● basketball
● teen angst
● duet: conclusion
● dual pov
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- chewy
- 03-05-23
Such as good ending!
Connor is the perfect book boyfriend. The devotion He and Ava share for one another is heartwarming. Don’t miss out on this book.
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- Ana Salemi
- 05-04-24
We all need a Connor🏀⛹️❤️
I loved this series o gave it a chance and fell in love with Ava and Connor, well written, narration on point and I feel this series should be know. It was beautiful. Believe in Magic.
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