
Gay the Pray Away
Healing Your Life, Love, and Relationships from the Harms of LGBT Conversion Therapy
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Erika Allison
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Erika Allison
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Healing your life, love, and relationships from the harm of LGBT conversion therapy
Does this sound like you? “This is it! I finally found the one! My true love!” But then, you’re disappointed, unfulfilled, and restless. Do you reluctantly stay and try to make it work, or painfully move on and keep looking? Perhaps you’ve even been accused of being a serial monogamist! At some point you wonder, “Is it them? Or could it actually be me?”
If you are an LGBTQIA+ person who has experienced rejection, conversion therapy, or religious harm due to your sexual identity, you may be carrying around residual wounds that are sabotaging your happiness...and your relationships. It doesn’t have to be this way!
In this powerful new audiobook queer interfaith minister Erika Allison shares the story of how she overcame the trauma of conversion therapy, inspiring others who have suffered from identity harm to find the love they long for and deserve.
Exclusive to Audible, this recording is followed by a 15-minute healing meditation.
©2021 Erika Allison (P)2021 EA UnlimitedListeners also enjoyed...
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- estheralley
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I was pleasantly surprised by how clearly and concisely the information is presented when listening to this book. It is an awesome guide to help those that have been denied the basic right to be who they are. It gives a great method to find your way to healing the trauma that you may have endured. Well worth listening to.
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