
Golem Girl
A Memoir
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Riva Lehrer
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Cassandra Campbell
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Riva Lehrer
About this listen
The vividly told, gloriously illustrated memoir of an artist born with disabilities who searches for freedom and connection in a society afraid of strange bodies.
"Golem Girl is luminous; a profound portrait of the artist as a young - and mature - woman; an unflinching social history of disability over the last six decades; and a hymn to life, love, family, and spirit." (David Mitchell, author of Cloud Atlas)
What do we sacrifice in the pursuit of normalcy? And what becomes possible when we embrace monstrosity? Can we envision a world that sees impossible creatures?
In 1958, among the children born with spina bifida is Riva Lehrer. At the time, most such children are not expected to survive. Her parents and doctors are determined to "fix" her, sending the message over and over again that she is broken. That she will never have a job, a romantic relationship, or an independent life. Enduring countless medical interventions, Riva tries her best to be a good girl and a good patient in the quest to be cured.
Everything changes when, as an adult, Riva is invited to join a group of artists, writers, and performers who are building Disability Culture. Their work is daring, edgy, funny, and dark - it rejects tropes that define disabled people as pathetic, frightening, or worthless. They insist that disability is an opportunity for creativity and resistance. Emboldened, Riva asks if she can paint their portraits - inventing an intimate and collaborative process that will transform the way she sees herself, others, and the world. Each portrait story begins to transform the myths she's been told her whole life about her body, her sexuality, and other measures of normal.
Written with the vivid, cinematic prose of a visual artist and the love and playfulness that defines all of Riva's work, Golem Girl is an extraordinary story of tenacity and creativity. With the author's magnificent portraits featured throughout, this memoir invites us to stretch ourselves toward a world where bodies flow between all possible forms of what it is to be human.
This audio production includes a PDF of illustrations and photographs from the book, which are also uniquely described aurally in the audiobook.
Praise for Golem Girl:
“Lehrer’s story is a revelation of an inner subjective life - full of tragedy, love, and creativity - pushing against the external social stigmas, cultural narratives, and prejudices surrounding disability. She admits a felt kinship with other 'monsters' because their bodies were also 'built by human hands', but unlike them, she is her own purpose, her own meaning, her own unstoppable golem.” (Stephen Asma, author of On Monsters: An Unnatural History of Our Worst Fears)
PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.
©2020 Riva Lehrer (P)2020 Random House AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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One of the best disability themed books I’ve ever read
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About halfway through listening I knew I needed the hardback book to read, look at the art and give as gifts, so I ordered two from my local bookstore. I plan on ordering and giving more copies.
While listening/reading the word/image that kept coming to my mind was crystalline/crystal. Riva Lehrer’s writing/story/art/voice is so layered, so beautiful from so many angles and oh so sharp.
Golem Girl is fabulous!
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She is an accomplished and talented artist and teaches different art classes, even medical drawings to medical students.
I highly recommend this book.
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This Book is Amazing on So Many Levels
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a better reader was definitely needed
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This is an incredible story of courage and beauty
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