
High Risk
A True Story of the SAS, Drugs and Other Bad Behaviour
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Ben Timberlake
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Ben Timberlake
About this listen
Sex and drugs and lock and load.
Ben Timberlake has spent a lifetime in pursuit of the ultimate rush. This is an account of his near-execution in wartime Yugoslavia, his time in the SAS, combat in Iraq, encounters with a gambling-obsessed 9/11 hijacker, veterans blissed out on MDMA, as well as exploring hook-ups in the world of extreme sex and battling a heroin habit on a remote Scottish island. In this pilgrimage on the road of excess Ben looks at the social, biological, religious and personal factors that drive people to the edge and has a whole lot of fun along the way.
The why? As Mallory said of Everest, ‘Because it’s there.’ In Ben’s case, there was no risk too high or gutter too low.
Like a cross between Jason Bourne and Anthony Bourdain, this is Kitchen Confidential for the War on Terror. An unforgettable Audible Exclusive that will sate even the most hardened adrenaline junkie.
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Bravo to zero to bravo again.
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Learned and laughed!
What an absolute madlad
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High Risk takes on Michael Herr's 'Dispatches' and Anthony Loyd's 'My War Gone By I Miss It So' and in it's vivid descriptions of the tragedy, chaos, madness and almost sexual thrill that is the reality of war. It makes normal macho Special Forces autobiographies read like teenage fan fiction.
This is Graham Greene or Joseph Conrad for the Ecstasy generation: Apocalypse Now for the 21st Century. A crazy, funny, tragic ride that I connected with deeply and enjoyed immensely. If you want to know war but don't want to die, read this.
I felt like I was back in a war zone.
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Raw and Honest
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Very informative
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I think readers/listeners will walk away with a deeper empathy and appreciation of certain aspects of society and also maybe see a bit inward too.
A wild ride
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It’s an enriching journey into the brains of humans and our animal brethren. The honesty and dry English wit suit the story well.
As far as comparisons go, I’m not sure where I’d stick it with literature. The first thing I can think of is Pain and Gain, an equally wacky but wholly compelling story of nonfiction that makes you doubt what you are seeing, or hearing in this case.
Anyways, listen to it. The author does a great job sharing his thoughts aloud and I look forward to anything else this man writes.
See you in the snake dens.
High Enjoyment
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Wow!
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A book that transcends the standard SOF fair
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Eloquently narrated, riveting story
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