
Holy. War.
How I Ended My Affair with Porn and Fell in Love with Jesus
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Jeffrey S. Hakes
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You must be frightened by the high you experience interacting with porn. You’re alarmed that no matter how you try, you can't stop coming back for more. In your fight to get the upper hand, it hasn’t mattered that you're a Christian and that you really want to walk in spotless integrity. It hasn’t mattered that you have a faithful wife and children or a trusting girlfriend. You’re stuck in a crazy, endless, secret pattern of “sin/confess/repent/repeat”. You want real help; but you don’t know what on earth to do to stop the cycle on your own. Porn has been winning, and the struggle is ruining your life.
Author Jeffrey Hakes remembers how desperate that can feel. And he’s passionate about offering you legitimate hope and strategies that work. As an inspirational speaker, pastoral counselor, and teacher on biblical male identity since his own radical transformation in 2000, Jeffrey has helped people around the world find lasting spiritual freedom by exploring the supernatural dynamics at work behind pornography.
His solid anchor to relevant scriptures unlocks the power they carry to any individual brave enough to look himself in the mirror and choose life. The integrity of his message comes from the fact that he and his wife of 37 years have survived his battle with porn that once threatened to destroy their marriage, family, and ministry.
Holy. War. is the bold, vulnerable, and engaging story of the ammunition he discovered in unexpected personal encounters with the God who passionately chases after the lost and invites them into real love, lasting transformation, sacred supernatural intimacy, and the fruitful, abundant life beyond.
For yourself or for someone you love, for whatever reason you find yourself drawn to this battleground, isn’t it time you understood how to exchange the power of porn for the power of perfect love? Isn’t it time to fight to get your life back? Isn’t it time for the God of Peace to crush Satan under your feet? Isn’t it time for holy war?
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