
I Heard Her Call My Name
A Memoir of Transition
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Lucy Sante
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Lucy Sante
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Named a Best Book of the Year by The New York Times, The Washington Post, and Slate
“Reading this book is a joy . . . much to say about the trans journey and will undoubtedly become a standard for those in need of guidance.”—The Washington Post
“Sante’s bold devotion to complexity and clarity makes this an exemplary memoir. It is a clarion call to live one’s most authentic life.”—The Boston Globe
“Not to be missed, I Heard Her Call My Name is a powerful example of self-reflection and a vibrant exploration of the modern dynamics of gender and identity.”—Lit Hub’s Most Anticipated Books of 2024
An iconic writer’s lapidary memoir of a life spent pursuing a dream of artistic truth while evading the truth of her own gender identity, until, finally, she turned to face who she really was
For a long time, Lucy Sante felt unsure of her place. Born in Belgium, the only child of conservative working-class Catholic parents who transplanted their little family to the United States, she felt at home only when she moved to New York City in the early 1970s and found her people among a band of fellow bohemians. Some would die young, from drugs and AIDS, and some would become jarringly famous. Sante flirted with both fates on her way to building an estimable career as a writer. But she still felt like her life was a performance. She was presenting a facade, even to herself.
Sante’s memoir braids together two threads of personal narrative: the arc of her life, and her recent step-by-step transition to a place of inner and outer alignment. Sante brings a loving irony to her account of her unsteady first steps; there was much she found she still needed to learn about being a woman after some sixty years cloaked in a man’s identity, in a man’s world. A marvel of grace and empathy, I Heard Her Call My Name parses with great sensitivity many issues that touch our lives deeply, of gender identity and far beyond.
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“Reading this book is a joy. Sante is funny and warm . . . I Heard Her Call My Name has much to say about the trans journey and will undoubtedly become a standard for those in need of guidance. But the book speaks to a wider audience, too: for anyone who needs to break out of their self-imposed ‘prison of denial,’ as Sante puts it, or to stop punishing themselves for wanting what they want.”—The Washington Post
“A timely but timeless memoir . . . At its heart, I Heard Her Call My Name is a poignant but forceful portrait of a life liberated from shame and fear . . . Emblematic of someone who has straddled cultures, languages, and genders, Sante’s bold devotion to complexity and clarity makes this an exemplary memoir. It is a clarion call to live one’s most authentic life.”—The Boston Globe
“Extraordinary . . . [Sante’s] writing remains as perceptive, elegant, and striking as ever, and furthermore it is fearlessly honest—a quality that often seems almost as rare as Sante-style bohemians. . . . There has always been much truth in her work, flourishing like those renegade artists in the squalor of 1970s New York. And now there is even more.”—Slate
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- By Thomp/Suis on 05-17-24
By: Claire Messud
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Good Material
- A Novel
- By: Dolly Alderton
- Narrated by: Arthur Darvill, Vanessa Kirby
- Length: 9 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
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Andy loves Jen. Jen loved Andy. And he can't work out why she stopped. Now he is. . . Without a home Waiting for his stand-up career to take off Wondering why everyone else around him seems to have grown up while he wasn't looking. Set adrift on the sea of heartbreak, Andy clings to the idea of solving the puzzle of his ruined relationship. Because if he can find the answer to that, then maybe Jen can find her way back to him. But Andy still has a lot to learn, not least his ex-girlfriend's side of the story…
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not what I expected
- By Amazon Customer on 05-01-24
By: Dolly Alderton
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Everyone Who Is Gone Is Here
- The United States, Central America, and the Making of a Crisis
- By: Jonathan Blitzer
- Narrated by: Jonathan Blitzer, André Santana
- Length: 18 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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Everyone who makes the journey faces an impossible choice. Hundreds of thousands of people who arrive every year at the US-Mexico border travel far from their homes. For years, the majority came from El Salvador, Guatemala, and Honduras, but many more have begun their journey much farther away. Some flee persecution, others crime or hunger. They may have already been deported, but the United States remains their only hope for safety and prosperity. They will take their chances.
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How America Created its Own Border Problem
- By Amazon Customer on 04-19-24
By: Jonathan Blitzer
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Other Paris
- By: Luc Sante
- Narrated by: Luc Sante
- Length: 11 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Drawing on testimony from a great range of witnesses - from Balzac and Hugo to assorted boulevardiers, rabble-rousers, and tramps - Sante, whose thorough research is matched only by the vividness of his narration, takes the listener on a whirlwind tour.
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horrible reading
- By Sergio Remon on 03-28-19
By: Luc Sante
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The Wide Wide Sea
- Imperial Ambition, First Contact and the Fateful Final Voyage of Captain James Cook
- By: Hampton Sides
- Narrated by: Peter Noble
- Length: 15 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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On July 12th, 1776, Captain James Cook, already lionized as the greatest explorer in British history, set off on his third voyage in his ship the HMS Resolution. Two-and-a-half years later, on a beach on the island of Hawaii, Cook was killed in a conflict with native Hawaiians. How did Cook, who was unique among captains for his respect for Indigenous peoples and cultures, come to that fatal moment? Hampton Sides’ bravura account of Cook’s last journey both wrestles with Cook’s legacy and provides a thrilling narrative of the titanic efforts and continual danger that characterized exploration.
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Detailed story of third voyage
- By Sammi on 04-18-24
By: Hampton Sides
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Martyr!
- A Novel
- By: Kaveh Akbar
- Narrated by: Arian Moayed
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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Cyrus Shams is a young man grappling with an inheritance of violence and loss: his mother’s plane was shot down over the skies of the Persian Gulf in a senseless accident; and his father’s life in America was circumscribed by his work killing chickens at a factory farm in the Midwest.
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One of the best novels I have ever read/heard.
- By James on 04-06-24
By: Kaveh Akbar
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Reagan
- His Life and Legend
- By: Max Boot
- Narrated by: Graham Winton
- Length: 32 hrs and 7 mins
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In this “monumental and impressive” biography, Max Boot, the distinguished political columnist, illuminates the untold story of Ronald Reagan, revealing the man behind the mythology. Drawing on interviews with over one hundred of the fortieth president’s aides, friends, and family members, as well as thousands of newly available documents, Boot provides “the best biography of Ronald Reagan to date” (Robert Mann).
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Has An Agenda
- By CC on 01-07-25
By: Max Boot
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Dead in Long Beach, California
- A Novel
- By: Venita Blackburn
- Narrated by: Lynnette Freeman
- Length: 6 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Coral is the first person to discover her brother Jay’s dead body in the wake of his suicide. There’s no note, only a drably furnished bachelor pad in Long Beach, California, and a cell phone with a handful of numbers in it. Coral pockets the phone. And then she starts responding to texts as her dead brother. Over the course of one week, Coral, the successful yet lonely author of a hit dystopian novel, Wildfire, becomes increasingly untethered from reality. Blindsided by grief and operating with reckless determination, she doubles—and triples—down on posing as her brother.
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Great Literary Work
- By Dr Ag on 02-25-24
By: Venita Blackburn
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Nineteen Reservoirs
- On Their Creation and the Promise of Water for New York City
- By: Lucy Sante
- Narrated by: Lucy Sante
- Length: 2 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
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From 1907 to 1967, a network of reservoirs and aqueducts was built across more than one million acres in upstate New York, including Greene, Delaware, Sullivan, and Ulster Counties. This feat of engineering served to meet New York City's ever-increasing need for water, sustaining its inhabitants and cementing it as a center of industry. West of the Hudson, it meant that twenty-six villages, with their farms, forest lands, orchards, and quarries, were bought for a fraction of their value, demolished, and submerged, profoundly altering ecosystems in ways we will never fully appreciate.
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Overview of the reservoirs
- By Tyler Kyle Boyle on 11-23-22
By: Lucy Sante
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I Just Keep Talking
- A Life in Essays
- By: Nell Irvin Painter
- Narrated by: Nell Irvin Painter
- Length: 17 hrs and 1 min
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From the New York Times bestselling author of The History of White People and Old in Art School, a finalist for the NBCC Award, comes a comprehensive new collection of essays spanning art, politics, and the legacy of racism that shapes American history as we know it. These essays resist easy answers in favor of complexity, the inescapable sense of our country’s potential thwarted by its failures. This collection will surely solidify Painter’s place among the finest critics and writers of the last half century.
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Author reader
- By K D S on 07-11-24
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The Volcano Daughters
- A Novel
- By: Gina María Balibrera
- Narrated by: Gisela Chipe, Elena Rey, Alma Cuervo, and others
- Length: 12 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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El Salvador, 1923. Graciela, a young girl growing up on a volcano in a community of Indigenous women, is summoned to the capital, where she is claimed as an oracle for a rising dictator. There she meets Consuelo, the sister she has never known, who was stolen from their home before Graciela was born. The two spend years under the cruel El Gran Pendejo’s regime, unwillingly helping his reign of terror, until genocide strikes the community from which they hail.
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A Masterpiece, a must read!
- By Plant lover on 09-30-24
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Bluff
- Poems
- By: Danez Smith
- Narrated by: Danez Smith
- Length: 2 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Written after two years of artistic silence, during which the world came to a halt due to the COVID-19 pandemic and Minneapolis became the epicenter of protest following the murder of George Floyd, Bluff is Danez Smith's powerful reckoning with their role and responsibility as a poet and with their hometown of the Twin Cities. This is a book of awakening out of violence, guilt, shame, and critical pessimism to wonder and imagine how we can strive toward a new existence in a world that seems to be dissolving into desolate futures.
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Wow!
- By Andre on 10-28-24
By: Danez Smith
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The Friedkin Connection
- A Memoir
- By: William Friedkin
- Narrated by: William Friedkin
- Length: 19 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Friedkin Connection takes listeners from the streets of Chicago to the suites of Hollywood and from the sixties to today. William Friedkin offers a candid look at a thrilling era of Hollywood cinema, when traditional storytelling gave way to the rebellious and alternative; when filmmakers like him captured the paranoia and fear of a nation undergoing a cultural nervous breakdown.
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Thank you, William Friedkin
- By L. Robertson on 04-30-25
By: William Friedkin
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Tomorrow Will Be Different
- Love, Loss, and the Fight for Trans Equality
- By: Sarah McBride, Joe Biden - foreword
- Narrated by: Sarah McBride
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
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Before she became the first transgender person to speak at a national political convention in 2016 at the age of twenty-six, Sarah McBride struggled with the decision to come out—not just to her family but to the students of American University, where she was serving as student body president. She’d known she was a girl from her earliest memories, but it wasn’t until the Facebook post announcing her truth went viral that she realized just how much impact her story could have on the country.
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Amazing Trans story
- By MNB on 02-07-21
By: Sarah McBride, and others
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Question 7
- By: Richard Flanagan
- Narrated by: Richard Flanagan
- Length: 7 hrs and 38 mins
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By way of H. G. Wells and Rebecca West’s affair through 1930s nuclear physics to Flanagan's father working as a slave laborer near Hiroshima when the atom bomb is dropped, this daisy chain of events reaches fission when Flanagan as a young man finds himself trapped in a rapid on a wild river not knowing if he is to live or to die.
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Who loves longer?
- By Diane on 03-26-25
By: Richard Flanagan
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- joe m
- 02-25-24
Honest and frank
Excellent, an unvarnished picture of a life of gender dysphoria . With a happy ending for Lucy Sante
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- Darryl Estes
- 03-01-24
Solid honesty and insight. Loved this.
Lucy drew a picture of life’s changing scenery. Her voice is strong yet humble and full of grace. Thank you.
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- Michael
- 03-07-24
A richly written and piercingly honest story
I deeply appreciate this extraordinary account that expands so much beyond a transgender transition narrative. It’s a profound heroes journey, the raw documentation of a metamorphosis. if you replace the word transgender with pretty much anything else that you’ve always wanted to be, but never let yourself, you’ll find your story and discover new ways to step into your truth. Wow, I can attest to the fact that this story speaks to people transitioning over the age of 50,
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- Jacob Weisberg
- 03-31-24
Honest, breathtaking, beautiful
Thank you Lucy Sante for becoming who you are , and one of us (a woman).
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- George Brown
- 12-15-24
Beautiful and unique memoir
This memoir is read by the author and because of that, the emotion is captured beautifully. The structure is such that the author's life is visited in brief flashes, anchored by the defining moment of Lucy finally acknowledging herself as a woman and emerging into the world.
The internal battles of transness are perfectly rendered in honest, amusing prose. And the setting of the book ranges from the grime of 70s and 80s NYC to San Francisco to New Jersey and upstate NY and then back again into the city.
I loved this book for its honesty and its unflinching gaze deep into the embarrassment, cringe, agony and longing that go hand in hand with a life lived as trans. Only a writer could have written this book!
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- Anonymous User
- 01-16-25
One of the Best Memoirs
I read a lot. I really enjoy memoir, it's a genre that is extra rewarding when it is topical, as Lucy's is. This book hit me like a freight train, it's the first time I've felt seen by art. The first thing I can remember reading where over and over I realised I had absolutely had these same experiences Sante described as elusive, difficult, somewhat mystical. Her prose is spare but not sparse, it's thoughtful and flows wonderfully. I walked away saying "I want to read a lot more by this author" which is so rare for new publications. Please take the time to read and savour "I Heard Her Call My Name"
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- Judy in Salt Lake
- 03-09-25
I'm so glad I read this book
This book was in the NY Times and the Washington Post (and others) top ten books of 2024 but the cover of the book scared me (the cover has nothing to do with the book so what is up with that??) so I didn’t put it on my to-do list. Lucy transitioned from Luc at 67. He was already an author (though I’ve never heard of him). The book is marvelous: in that, I marveled at the straightforwardness of her voice and writing, the humor she uses so adeptly, the engaging story of his/her life, and most of all, the fluidity of gender and sexuality that has to exist on this planet. There is just so much evidence of it.
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- Finster3
- 02-26-24
Great reading of a fascinating story
Great reading of a fascinating story. Two stories. An autobiography and a story of transformations. What is male and what is female. What is gender and what is sex?
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- RLF
- 02-24-24
The cracking of an egg
Good that your egg cracked, Lucy. This is a powerful memoir of a life leading to a “never gonna happen”transition—-that happened. The writing is dizzying and stunning and witty and at times devastating. The narration is wonderfully rich as well as droll and dry. Well done, Lucy.
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- Curious Artist Librarian
- 04-12-24
This is a gift to listen - I will return to it
I am a long-time fan of this nimble, deep, poetic writer. Each work is fresh and unique and inspiring.
This memoir is truly enthralling and triggered in me literally every emotion and thought possible. Only someone as brilliant as Sante could have given us such a gift. It actually feels like it was written in both a state of rapture but also must have been like giving birth to turn so much feeling into words.
Of course, the best audiobooks are memoirs read by their writers. This is truly the best in that category! Apologies to Patti Smith and Sally Mann, who are now Silver and Bronze.
I finished it 24 hours ago and it is still spreading through me like a pebble in a lake. I will listen again if and when I recover.
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