
I Hope I Screw This Up
How Falling in Love with Your Fears Can Change the World
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A New York Times, USA Today, Wall Street Journal, and Publishers Weekly best seller!
If Eckhart Tolle and Jim Carrey had a baby, that baby would be Kyle Cease.
After 25 years of achieving what he thought were his dreams of being a headlining touring comedian and actor, Kyle Cease suddenly discovered that the belief that "when something happens, I will be happy" is a complete lie. With nothing more than an intuition, he decided to quit his stand-up career at its peak, and now - as a transformational comedian - he brings his one-of-a-kind self-help wisdom to sold-out audiences in his Evolving Out Loud Live stage show.
In I Hope I Screw This Up, he disarms listeners as he leads them to their own personal breakthroughs, helping them to recognize that actual happiness and fulfillment is available to them - not in some distant future, but right now. As he has shown audiences all over the world, when you embrace your pain, fear, and vulnerability instead of pushing it away, you will discover an authentic creativity and power that is truly unstoppable.
Using self-deprecating personal stories and hilarious observations on life, Kyle unravels the deepest issues standing between us and emotional freedom. From discovering the never-ending opportunities that come from playing - and going with whatever comes up in the moment - to learning to let go of what feels heavy in our lives, this book is a journey into the endless possibility that can appear if we just dare to let go of our fear of screwing up.
This is not motivation. This is not inspiration. This is true transformation.
©2017 Evolving Out Loud, Inc. (P)2017 Audible, Inc.Listeners also enjoyed...
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- Birds & Bees Teas
- 10-12-17
Freaking appreciate Kyle Cease so very much!!!!
Incredible! Thank you!!! Thank you for your vulnerability an courage! So grateful for the constant reminder of expansion. Excited to read again
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- Chris C
- 04-15-21
So glad I found this book
It took a while to get into this book but it was worth it.
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- Corinne Heinzman
- 12-21-17
I loved the info, not the comedy
Would you listen to I Hope I Screw This Up again? Why?
Yes, but i fast forward now past the "funny" parts
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I loved all the info and motivation he put forth in this book, but, for me, i don't find most of the comedy aspect of it funny. I get it, as a comedian it brings an extra fun-ness to a regular self-help book, i just think half of it was an eye roll/non-funny for me. Now i feel bad for writing this review. Anyway, still love the book and like to re-listen to it... but i do skip over the comedy bits. My 12 yr old loved it.
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- Jocelyne Ramos
- 11-24-18
very entertaining
How to gain strenght and come out a new person evaluating all the possibilities and different angles of your talents.
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- csm
- 12-17-22
Great
I love Kyles content anyway, and he’s grown so much since this book. This is a great intro to his work
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- Jacob A. Nordby
- 05-31-23
A breakthrough — simple, hilarious, profound
I’ve read (and loved) so many transformational books. I expected this book to be good and then it turned out to be great.
Kyle’s transparency about his fears makes this an inviting guidebook rather than a guru project.
He’s goofy and wise. He acts out and acts up without hiding his humanity.
He makes it feel safe (maybe even fun, if not easy) to imagine beyond the fears that have held us back and then commit to the future that we dream of creating.
Pro tip: *don’t* skip the exercises. Or … *do* skip them if you like to talk about living your best life rather than, you know, living it.
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- Walter Alan Scott
- 03-15-19
This book is worth checking out.
I must admit listening to this audiobook has given me a complete new way of reframing my thoughts and making allowing me to now act, where I use to be stuck.
I really enjoyed the flow of the book. Being an author myself, the creativity is just awesome for me to witness. Which gives me new focused energy to continue writing, along with other goals I've allowed my brain to stop.
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- Mert
- 07-29-18
Kyle Cease has changed my life
His books and events have been major points in my life. Extremely recommended, not only this but anything else by him.
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- Kindle Customer
- 02-01-19
This book is everything.
Kyle takes the universe calling to us all to be our free, true, infinite selves and puts it into words and metiphors and excersizes to give the reader every opportunity and the ability to do exactly that.
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- Chris Conn
- 03-02-19
Kyle Cease Helped to Change My Life Perspective
I appreciate people like Kyle Cease for being the warm, ocean waters that help to melt long time ice cubes like me. His honesty, openness, and compassion resonated with me and inspired me to reflect and forgive. Oh, and did I mention he's hilarious? Do yourself a loving solid and get his message into your life... the sooner you do, the better off you'll be! 😎
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