
If I Die Before I Wake
Tales of Savagery and Slaughter (The Better Off Dead Series, Book 7)
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Cassandra Arnold
About this listen
Brutality doesn’t even begin to describe it.
Your existence is the epitome of normal…until it isn’t. In an instant, everything changes. The peaceful security you hold dear to your heart has been ripped away, and you are left fighting for your life. But don’t think for a second you have a chance in hell of surviving. Your odds are never good when staring into the face of pure evil.
Join us for tales of savagery and slaughter, where the innocent, or not-so-innocent, find themselves in the most ferocious situations they have ever encountered.
The Better Off Dead series delves into the farthest corners of your mind, where your deepest, darkest fears lurk. These masters of horror will haunt your dreams and stalk your nightmares, taking you to the edge of sanity before pushing you to the brink of madness!
Contains stories by R.E. Sargent, Steven Pajak, David Anthony, Bryan Holm, Tamika Thompson, Aric Sundquist, Otto DeFay, Matthew R. Davis, Nick Roberts, Scott Harper, Richard Clive, Scotty Milder, and LP Hernandez.
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- mgordo
- 08-02-22
Brutal
I've given these stories a five star rating because readers of "extreme horror" will be delighted by the writing.
I've read (almost) nothing but horror anthologies where there seems to be the best efforts made to effect the reader. A few misfires, but generally thoughtful and immersive. And then there is book #7 of the series I've been following from its start. And it was a gut-punch, unlike any anthology I've listened to in the past. Of course a few stories from several anthologies might rise to this level of brutality, but this one jumped to the top and stayed there. Every story hurt - especially that shocking last story that I wish I could get out of my head.
Be forewarned - Even if you've listened to the previous 6 books in this series, be prepared for a very bumpy ride.
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