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Jade Austin

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Don’t cry.
Just get away.
All Azalea remembers from before on that deserted London road are the pouring rain and the agonizing pain inflicted by a single bite. Forced to learn of her traumatic past through vivid nightmares, this new vampire tries to piece together the truth as she navigates a world no mortal knows exists. When romance and hope start to blossom, several barriers are cast towards her, including the wrath of one who is not prepared to share. As circumstances turn violent, any chance at a normal life is vanquished. Enlisting the aid of creatures she once believed to be a myth, Azalea begins to fight, but how can she thrive in a world where her own darkness surrounds her and she finds herself constantly haunted by the colour RED?
Follow Azalea through book one of the trilogy, where fantasy mixes with mystery, a forbidden romance, and darkness.
Just get away.
Don’t cry.
Run.
Title: I’m Still Alive
Author: Jade Austin
Genre: Dark Fantasy Romance
Target Audience: New Adult +
Disclaimer:
This novel contains:
Bold/Capitalized Words
British Spelling and Abbreviation
Mental Health Awareness
The following are situations or themes throughout the book:
Attempted Sexual Assault
Abuse
Gore
Domestic Violence
Brief Thoughts of Suicide
Consensual Sexual Content
Other themes: Mystery, Adventure, Action, Vampires, Witchcraft, Magical Creatures, Historical Fiction, Childhood Trauma, PTSD, Anxiety, Depression, BIPOC
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- Gayle
- 07-04-24
This is a must read
Such a fun story. I love it so much I went and bought the set. Got hardback so I can display them as well 😁 Bravo 🤘
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- Elizabeth
- 06-23-24
Story amazing!! Virtual voice, not the best for the story.
I love the story!! I loved the writing and the pacing of the story! I love the characters, the dialogue, and the way the characters interact! However, the virtual voice isn’t what this story needs!! But I still highly recommend this story!! Don’t let the virtual voice detour you from the story!
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- Kristi Werner
- 07-13-24
Loved this book
I enjoyed this book so very much. The characters were great. The plot was interesting, and I found myself excited to hear more of it.
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- Tawnie
- 10-08-24
Great story, not great narration
It was a really good story. It was hard to get into. The narrator was obviously reading directly from the book. Even saying “arg” when the character was frustrated.
Her tone did r seem to always match the tone of the book.
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- Jade Austin
- 12-12-24
The character growth!
My favorite parts are how the FMC starts to find her inner strength and the mystery!
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- LISA GOINS
- 03-25-24
Magical love
I love the story line and can’t wait to be able to read more! Amazon hurry up and add the second book to audible.
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- Jean
- 05-11-24
AI voice was weird
As far as the story goes it dragged on & on. it seemed like it took forever for anything to be revealed.
the narration wasn't the worst thing but it did have spots that were terrible. For some reason some of the scenes with the Aunts were sped up and it really took me out of the moment.
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