
Loved One
A Novel
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Aisha Muharrar
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"[Loved One] is special...full of wildly astute, delectably thorny questions about love and loss and possession." —Maggie Shipstead, author of Great Circle, via Instagram
A warm, witty, and wise novel about a woman journeying into the unknown in the wake of a sudden loss
When her first love and friend of more than a decade, Gabe, dies suddenly at twenty-nine, thirty-year-old Julia is launched onto an intercontinental quest to recover his lost possessions. Her journey takes her from Los Angeles to London and into the murky realm of the past, which seems to offer more questions than answers about who Gabe really was, and who they were to each other.
It also sets Julia on a collision course with the last woman he loved, a guarded, self-possessed florist and restaurateur named Elizabeth, who insists on withholding Gabe’s beloved guitar—one of the departed indie rock musician’s dearest belongings—for reasons Julia can’t understand. Both women, it turns out, have something to hide. Are Julia and Elizabeth friends, are they competitors, or are they bound by something deeper than their love of the same man?
An engrossing, transformative journey and a tender coming-of-age story with a complex and powerful love at its heart, Loved One is poised to become an instant classic. Written with crackling wit and deep compassion, it asks profound, resonant questions about life, love, and loss. What happens when we admit that the deepest feelings never die? How do we reconcile the various—and sometimes contradictory—truths about our loved ones? Full of revelations and emotional twists, Loved One is an unforgettable novel that introduces Aisha Muharrar as a novelist deeply attuned to the mysteries of love, memory, and intimacy, and to the sense of self we find in our closest relationships.
Critic reviews
Advance Praise for Loved One:
"Loved One shimmers with wit even as it explores deep loss. What does it mean to love and lose? How do we undo—and make—each other? Aisha Muharrar asks enduring questions while acknowledging how funny they can be, too. This is a book I will be pressing, urgently, into the hands of my own loved ones." —Rachel Khong, author of Real Americans
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