
Once a Shooter
Redemption of a High School Gunman; A Personal Testimony
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John McLain
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"This is my story. You see, I was once a shooter."
Twice pardoned - first by God and later by the state - TJ Stevens now walks in freedom and grace. Reluctant at first to tell his story but compelled now to share what God has done, he gives a firsthand account, four decades later, of what it was like to be a high school shooter.
Why is his story different from all the others that have commanded headlines over the last 20-odd years? How did he not only make it out alive but go on to have a successful life, when so many other high school shooters are now behind bars or in the grave?
What happened during that day-long hostage standoff - and in the years that followed - took TJ out of suffocating darkness and into the light.
In Once a Shooter: Redemption of a High School Gunman you will see that:
- There is freedom in forgiveness
- Redemption is available for everyone
- God will never stop pursuing you
- Faith can overcome fear
- Prayer makes a difference
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