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Searching for the Girl My Grandfather Left Behind
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Tavia Gilbert
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Sarah Wildman
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Years after her grandfather's death, journalist Sarah Wildman stumbled upon a cache of his letters in a file labeled "Correspondence: Patients A-G". What she found inside weren't dry medical histories; instead what was written opened a path into the destroyed world that was her family's prewar Vienna. One woman's letters stood out: those from Valy-Valerie Scheftel, her grandfather's lover who remained behind when he fled Europe six months after the Nazis annexed Austria.
Valy's name wasn't unknown to Wildman - she had once asked her grandmother about a dark-haired young woman whose images she found in an old photo album. "She was your grandfather's true love," her grandmother said at the time and refused to answer any other questions. But with the help of the letters, Wildman started to piece together Valy's story. They revealed a woman desperate to escape and clinging to the memory of a love that defined her years of freedom.
In the course of discovering Valy's ultimate fate, Wildman was forced to reexamine the story of her grandfather's triumphant escape and how this history fit within her own life. In the process, she rescues a life seemingly lost to history.
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Critic reviews
A must read
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I also think that the author knew all along that Valy perished. It feels manipulative to string us along.
Good book, mediocre narration
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The only love letters are from the main character. They are desperate letters written by a desperate woman during a desperate time. I actually felt sad in regards to their content. You could feel her desperation imploring her previous lover to assist her to get out of Germany. But unfortunately, with little response.
However, for anyone who has done any type of genealogy this is an interesting case study. The main character is not related to the author, but was the former lover of her grandfather. But with any genealogy study one realizes how many facets a family member has that one may not be aware of. Also there are many connections to that family member that become of interest, and this is where the main character comes in.
Also, the author connects the characters of this book to historical events which makes them more interesting and relevant.
Not exactly a love story
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Loved this story, made my heart sad
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Compelling and Personal Exploration
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I just can't continue this book. Maybe another narrator or an editor would have improved this book for me... but as it stands... I'm leaving this book behind.
I Couldn't Finish
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