
Say I Won't
A Cowboy's True Story of Defiance in the Face of Death and the Present-Day Miracle That Kindled a Fire of Faith
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Karen Fishel
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Eight seconds....
The time that separates the winners from the losers.
Sixteen-year-old Wesley had his heart set on an eight-second ride that February morning. As he lowered himself onto the bull inside the chute, his heart raced with anticipation and excitement. His head nodded. The chute opened. Cowboy and bull released into the stage of competition. Tragedy struck. His lifeless and broken body laid face down on the dirt floor of the arena. Trampled by the 1900-pound bull he sought to conquer. The once cheering crowd silenced, frozen with fear. But where the heartbeat stops, God's plan takes over.
What could possibly be God's plan for this young cowboy? For the audience? For the nation?Embark on this journey and experience a modern miracle that defied all odds, baffled medical professionals, and transformed lives around the world. As every person would say, "That cowboy can't," that cowboy responded, "Say I Won't."
It all started with one heartbeat of an eight-second ride....
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- Josh Weaver
- 10-14-24
An Amazing Story
There is a special feeling when a story captivates you. That feeling of "just one more chapter" that keeps you up well past your bedtime. Say I Won't does just that. The story is told in such a way that you feel what this family went through. You feel the pain, the determination, and the hope. The narrater plays such a complementary roll to such a captivating story, that you reach the end of the story and want more.
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- Amazon Customer
- 08-29-21
A must read
Loved it. Hugs and prayers to the family. It will touch your heart, mind, and soul.
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- Anonymous User
- 08-10-21
Blessed to know this family
AMAZING story, beautifully written. I laughed, I cried, I rejoiced💛I am truly blessed to know this incredible family!
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