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Narrated by:
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Abby S. Barton
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By:
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Kaitlyn Leyva
About this listen
A teenage girl with a good family and a seemingly easy life struggles with a darkness whenever no one is looking. She desperately tries to hold herself together, convinced she just needs to try harder and pretend she’s okay to avoid becoming a burden to those around her. She doesn’t understand why she can’t just be stronger.
As forgotten childhood memories keep trying to push to the surface, she loses more and more control. Stubbornly shoving the impending memories away, she slips further and further into the darkness....until it consumes her....I’m sorry - I’m not strong enough.
©2021 Kaitlyn Leyva (P)2021 Kaitlyn LeyvaListeners also enjoyed...
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