
The Destruction You Desire
A Dark College Bully Romance (Maddison Kings University, Book 5)
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Rachel Woods
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Luke Parker
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By:
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Tracy Lorraine
About this listen
After six years of living in denial, Luca is finally faced with the truth. A brutal discovery he refused to accept when I needed him most.
Now the vengeance he so desperately craves isn’t directed at me, but the monster responsible for destroying all our lives.
That might put us on the same side this time, but that doesn’t mean I can forgive him for not believing me. Or for hating me when I loved him.
Just when I think the darkness couldn’t drag us down any further, it threatens to swallow me whole.
Only this time Luca is right there beside me, reminding me how things used to be...fighting for me. Begging for my forgiveness.
Something I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to give him.
Until he proves that the boy I fell for still exists, underneath the one who broke my heart.
And I begin to wonder if there ever was a question about our future.
Dear Listener,
The Destruction You Desire is the fifth book in my Maddison Kings University series and the second book in a duet for Peyton and Luca. It's a dark bully romance that contains mature content and demanding alphaholes that some listeners may find disturbing. You have been warned.
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- Begetta Butler-Crisp
- 08-25-22
Rollercoaster
This story had so many twist & turns that it kept me on the edge of my seat.
The smut was okay alittle tamer than I prefer but still all & all good.
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- Kindle Customer
- 10-14-22
loved it
Loved it !! this story. the narrator is so fantastic it's like your really there!! good overall
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- Whimdipity
- 09-17-22
The narration...
Rachel Woods has a nice, sweet voice. I honestly like it. I’m just perplexed by how she’s using it.
I can’t be the only listener who goes into each book hoping someone pointed out to her that she is voicing literally every other line of dialogue with excessive urgency and rising intonation. This results in portraying the female lead as whining - verging on panic - for the entire book.
And for all older females she uses a strange, sing-songy cadence with all the spaces between words removed. She doesn’t need to do this. She has a nice voice and the range to simply lower the pitch a little.
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- Sherrie Pride
- 09-20-21
WOW!!!
This is by far a very enjoyable series so far I have listened to this year. It keeps you interested until the end and wondering what will happen next. I have yet to be displeased with this series.
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- Nova
- 09-22-21
Spot on
Definitely not a standalone. the conclusion was worth the wait. its about time some people get what they deserve. Nice to see all these guys getting their happily ever after. small taste of what's to come next too... love your stories Tracy Lorraine. great narration by Rachel Woods and Luke Parker. well worth the credit and your time to listen.
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- 06-08-22
Hmmm
I didn't hate it but I don't like how Luca and Leon are all of a sudden assholes. They were so sweet with Letty. I think I have to t listen to another light book before Leon
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