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Narrated by:
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Sue Pitkin
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Michael Page
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By:
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Eliza Graham
About this listen
Restless, troubled Rosamond Hunter has spent most of her life running away from the past, filled with guilt about her involuntary role in her mother's death. When her nursing job brings her back to Fairfleet, her childhood home, to care for an elderly refugee, she is forced to confront the ghosts that have haunted her for so long.
Her patient, Benny Gault, first came to Fairfleet, England, in 1939, having fled Nazi Germany on a Kindertransport train.
As his health fails, he and Rosamond begin to confide in each other. At first their tentative friendship revolves around the love they both shared for Rosamond's glamorous grandmother, Harriet, but as their trust in each other grows, guilty secrets are exposed and history is turned on its head.
From the acclaimed author of Playing with the Moon and Restitution comes a beautiful and haunting tale of friendship, redemption and forgiveness across generations.
©2015 Eliza Graham (P)2015 Brilliance Audio, all rights reserved.Listeners also enjoyed...
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An absorbing and beautiful read 
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The narrators were excellent .I will certainly look for another book by this author.
Unusually Beautiful Story
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Great read
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Captivating
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Good Story Telling!!
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Great book
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Excellent story and excellent performance!
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brilliant story. moving.
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Bored out of my mind
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