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Secrets and Survival at an Indian Residential School
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Bev Sellars
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Bev Sellars
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Like thousands of Aboriginal children in the United States, Canada, and elsewhere in the colonized world, Xatsu'll chief Bev Sellars spent part of her childhood as a student in a church-run residential school. These institutions endeavored to "civilize" Native children through Christian teachings; forced separation from family, language, and culture; and strict discipline. Perhaps the most symbolically potent strategy used to alienate residential school children was addressing them by assigned numbers only - not by the names with which they knew and understood themselves.
In this frank and poignant memoir of her years at St. Joseph's Mission, Sellars breaks her silence about the residential school's lasting effects on her and her family - from substance abuse to suicide attempts - and eloquently articulates her own path to healing. They Called Me Number One comes at a time of recognition - by governments and society at large - that only through knowing the truth about these past injustices can we begin to redress them.
Bev Sellars is chief of the Xatsu'll (Soda Creek) First Nation in Williams Lake, British Columbia. She holds a degree in history from the University of Victoria and a law degree from the University of British Columbia. She has served as an advisor to the British Columbia Treaty Commission.
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This memoir revolves around a search for home for the author’s older brother, who is both autistic and schizophrenic, and an unexpected emotional journey that led to acceptance, understanding and, ultimately, reconciliation. Michelle Porter brings together the oral history of a Métis ancestor, studies of river morphology, and news clippings about abuse her older brother endured at a rural Alberta group home to tell a tale about love, survival, and hope. This book is a voice in your ear, urging you to explore your own braided histories and relationships.
By: Michelle Porter
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An American Genocide
- The United States and the California Indian Catastrophe, 1846-1873
- By: Benjamin Madley
- Narrated by: Fajer Al-Kaisi
- Length: 15 hrs and 43 mins
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Between 1846 and 1873, California's Indian population plunged from perhaps 150,000 to 30,000. Benjamin Madley is the first historian to uncover the full extent of the slaughter, the involvement of state and federal officials, the taxpayer dollars that supported the violence, indigenous resistance, who did the killing, and why the killings ended. This deeply researched book is a comprehensive and chilling history of an American genocide.
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Not for the faint at heart
- By Rebecca Lindroos on 03-20-17
By: Benjamin Madley
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Searching for Savanna
- The Murder of One Native American Woman and the Violence Against the Many
- By: Mona Gable
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
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In the summer of 2017, twenty-two-year-old Savanna LaFontaine-Greywind vanished. A week after she disappeared, police arrested the white couple who lived upstairs from Savanna and emerged from their apartment carrying an infant girl. The baby was Savanna’s, but Savanna’s body would not be found for days. The horrifying crime sent shock waves far beyond Fargo, North Dakota, where it occurred, and helped expose the sexual and physical violence Native American women and girls have endured since the country’s colonization.
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Truth is so hard!
- By Candace Vila on 10-05-24
By: Mona Gable
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One Bead at a Time
- By: Beverly Little Thunder, Sharron Proulx-Turner
- Narrated by: Jules Koostachin
- Length: 8 hrs and 58 mins
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One Bead at a Time is the oral memoir of Beverly Little Thunder, a two-spirit Lakota Elder from Standing Rock, who has lived most of her life in service to Indigenous and non-Indigenous women in vast areas of both the United States and Canada.
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medicine Spirit growth
- By Michael on 04-30-24
By: Beverly Little Thunder, and others
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The Wolf at Twilight
- An Indian Elder's Journey Through a Land of Ghosts and Shadows
- By: Kent Nerburn
- Narrated by: Peter Berkrot
- Length: 11 hrs and 5 mins
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A note is left on a car windshield, an old dog dies, and Kent Nerburn finds himself back on the Lakota reservation where he traveled more than a decade before with a tribal elder named Dan. The touching, funny, and haunting journey that ensues goes deep into reservation boarding-school mysteries, the dark confines of sweat lodges, and isolated Native homesteads far back in the Dakota hills in search of ghosts that have haunted Dan since childhood.
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Excellent follow-up, not as good narration.
- By Jerry Thomas on 08-11-20
By: Kent Nerburn
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Heart Berries
- A Memoir
- By: Terese Marie Mailhot, Sherman Alexie, Joan Naviyuk Kane
- Narrated by: Rainy Fields
- Length: 3 hrs and 45 mins
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Having survived a profoundly dysfunctional upbringing only to find herself hospitalized and facing a dual diagnosis of post-traumatic stress disorder and bipolar II disorder; Terese Marie Mailhot is given a notebook and begins to write her way out of trauma. The triumphant result is Heart Berries, a memorial for Mailhot's mother, a social worker and activist who had a thing for prisoners; a story of reconciliation with her father - an abusive drunk and a brilliant artist - who was murdered under mysterious circumstances; and an elegy on how difficult it is to love someone while dragging the long shadows of shame.
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Heart Berries, what a gift!
- By PureTouchMassageTherapy on 03-28-19
By: Terese Marie Mailhot, and others
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Call Me Indian
- From the Trauma of Residential School to Becoming the NHL's First Treaty Indigenous Player
- By: Fred Sasakamoose, Bryan Trottier - foreword
- Narrated by: Wilton Littlechild
- Length: 10 hrs and 9 mins
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Fred Sasakamoose, torn from his home at the age of seven, endured the horrors of residential school for a decade before becoming one of 120 players in the most elite hockey league in the world. He has been heralded as the first Indigenous player with Treaty status in the NHL. After twelve games, he returned home. When people tell Sasakamoose's story, this is usually where they end it. Sasakamoose's groundbreaking memoir sheds piercing light on Canadian history and Indigenous politics, and follows this man's journey to reclaim pride in a heritage that had been used against him.
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Reviewing “Call Me Indian” as an Indian
- By Amazon Customer on 05-27-21
By: Fred Sasakamoose, and others
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In the Spirit of Crazy Horse
- By: Peter Matthiessen
- Narrated by: Mark Bramhall
- Length: 28 hrs and 41 mins
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On a hot June morning in 1975, a fatal shoot-out took place between FBI agents and American Indians on a remote property near Wounded Knee, South Dakota, in which an Indian and two federal agents were killed. Eventually, four members of the American Indian Movement were indicted on murder charges in the deaths of the two agents. Behind this violent chain of events lie issues of great complexity and profound historical resonance, brilliantly explicated by Peter Matthiessen in this controversial book.
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Must read for a true picture of america
- By N. Duvall on 07-21-16
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An American Sunrise
- Poems
- By: Joy Harjo
- Narrated by: Joy Harjo
- Length: 1 hr and 41 mins
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A stunning new volume from the first Native American Poet Laureate of the United States, informed by her tribal history and connection to the land. In the early 1800s, the Mvskoke people were forcibly removed from their original lands east of the Mississippi to Indian Territory, which is now part of Oklahoma. Two hundred years later, Joy Harjo returns to her family’s lands and opens a dialogue with history. Harjo finds blessings in the abundance of her homeland and confronts the site where her people, and other indigenous families, essentially disappeared.
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Earth moving
- By T. Miller on 11-06-20
By: Joy Harjo
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My Life as an Indian
- By: James Willard Schultz
- Narrated by: Brian V. Hunt
- Length: 13 hrs and 8 mins
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Beautiful, tender, haunting, and full of excitement, this is the memoir of famed author, explorer, Glacier Park guide, trader, and historian of the Blackfoot Indians, James Willard Schultz. With the Blackfoot woman, whom he deeply loved, from 1880 to 1903, Schultz lived the life of a Blackfoot Indian with Nat-ah-ki and her people. During this time, he began writing for magazines, at times running a trading post, and working as a guide in the West.
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Compassionate Story
- By Ann Holmes on 09-13-18
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Our Voice of Fire
- A Memoir of a Warrior Rising
- By: Brandi Morin
- Narrated by: Brandi Morin
- Length: 5 hrs and 9 mins
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Brandi Morin is known for her clear-eyed and empathetic reporting on Indigenous oppression in North America. She is also a survivor of the Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls crisis and uses her experience to tell the stories of those who did not survive the rampant violence. From her time as a foster kid and runaway who fell victim to predatory men and an oppressive system to her career as an internationally acclaimed journalist, Our Voice of Fire chronicles Morin’s journey to overcome enormous adversity and find her purpose, and her power, through journalism.
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great book
- By Dallas Gudgell on 02-02-23
By: Brandi Morin
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Down Girl
- The Logic of Misogyny
- By: Kate Manne
- Narrated by: Lauren Fortgang
- Length: 10 hrs and 17 mins
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Misogyny is a hot topic, yet it's often misunderstood. What is misogyny, exactly? Who deserves to be called a misogynist? How does misogyny contrast with sexism, and why is it prone to persist - or increase - even when sexist gender roles are waning? This book is an exploration of misogyny in public life and politics by the moral philosopher Kate Manne. It argues that misogyny should not be understood primarily in terms of the hatred or hostility some men feel toward all or most women. Rather, it's primarily about controlling, policing, punishing, and exiling the "bad" women.
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Five Star Book w/bad Narration
- By Cherrybomb on 02-08-19
By: Kate Manne
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- Erin Sheldon
- 07-31-21
Every Canadian should read this
This was a powerful, heartbreaking, and heartwarming story. Bev tells her story with clarity and determination. She goes to pains to name the people who were kind as much as she names the abusers. She doesn’t flinch when describing tragedy caused by colonization, but she also tells ordinary stories of family love that will be familiar to every person who listens. I feel like her grandmother and mine had much in common, and I’ve never admired anyone more than my grandmother. This is ultimately a story of personal victory, and a call for meaningful collective action. I am so grateful to have listened to Bev’s story. It is the most important book I have purchased from Audible.
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- Chad
- 09-24-23
A moving story
A very sad history of how native children were abused and the tragic lasting effects. Bev's reading brought a very real history to light.
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- Melissa
- 12-30-19
True story
Many of the stories Bev shares in this book are similar to the stories elders that have shared with us regarding boarding school life.
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- Kim
- 09-26-21
Exceptional
I don't normally write full reviews for books that I listen to, but I believe it is important for you to know that this book will always be in the back of my mind. It has completely changed my worldview on residential schools, challenges that indigenous people in Canada face, the social ills that surround them, and the pre-judgements on both the white side and the First Nation side. The author speaks with such clarity, wisdom, knowledge, and frankness that it is impossible to ignore the truth of what she's telling you.
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- Christina
- 02-07-20
A truth that must be told.
This should be required reading for all schools. I was lucky, my grandmother saved me from the 60’s sweep. And I escaped the res, school experience, but my mother let slip some of her horrid experiences.
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- Y. R.
- 12-14-21
So grateful for this book
The author tells a raw story that is informative and moving. It paints a picture of historical trauma that puts you square in the middle of a family’s home. Bev is as wonderful a narrator as she is a writer. I am so grateful to her and so grateful to know about gram. Gram seemed like a hero to her family. A thread in the wind that refused to let go. She embodied the culture and strength of her community and she passed those traits onto Bev. I would recommend this book to anyone.
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- Tía
- 07-14-21
Good Listen
loved it, couldn't stop listening. residential school era is what should be in the history books.
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- Mtn Apache
- 01-29-24
The history that should not be forgotten
What an amazing book not in what it was about. But the story and history of things that are swept under the rug.
This book will make you cryes. Let's book will make you feel things That should not be forgotten.
That is a heavy book and I, and I enjoyed it. Especially as Native American man. That's still learning about the atrocities that have been committed to the people. But my blood is talking and leading me to the stories and II think if you were to read this review, you need to know about this book too.
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- David Watts
- 08-03-24
Authenticity
Living characters, felt emotions, true. Left me sad and then angry at what I was not taught in school.
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- Misty
- 02-21-20
loved it
thank you for sharing! sharing is healing for all as us indigenous people can relate and understand ther historical trauma in our own families
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