
Transcending the Electric Bardo
Fevered Dreams and Other Things
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Narrated by:
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Sean McElhiney
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By:
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D. Scott Maiorca
About this listen
“Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.” (Charles Bukowski)
Has Terry gone crazy? When you're standing in a vegan cafe holding a revolver, it is a question you should ask yourself.
Terry was past the questioning phase. He knew he had discovered the truth. The Bardo was real...and we were trapping ourselves there on purpose.
Can he wake us up in time? Do we want to be?
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