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Dana Miller
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- Twelve years old, Pat is a hundred pounds of grit thriving in the ideal childhood her parents create.
- A graduate’s first day on the job ends as she sleeps in her classroom after a dinner of Crisco and Red Vines.
- 73-year-old Jezebel takes stock of the consequences of her life choices as she plans her next 20 years.
- Following her mother’s murder, a teen reinvents herself to escape the threats and certainties she sees coming at her.
- Sometimes a mother's love is not enough.
- A young teen attempts to live as an adult, starting with a job harvesting timber.
- A new retiree takes a temp job that becomes a life-changing experience.
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- Amazon Customer
- 08-25-21
Excellent set of stories
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