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Blackout Girl (With New and Updated Content for the #MeToo Era)
- Tracing My Scars from Addiction and Sexual Assault
- By: Jennifer Storm
- Narrated by: Jennifer Storm
- Length: 6 hrs and 29 mins
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Sexual assault, addiction, and other traumatic experiences can leave both physical and emotional scars. For Jennifer Storm, these scars serve as a reminder - both of the darkness and suffering she once experienced, and of how far she has come. Blackout Girl is the heartbreaking, enlightening, and inspiring story of Jennifer's narrow escape from her own self-destructive instincts when all of the odds, and systems, were stacked against her.
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Wow.
- By sarah griffin on 10-31-24
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Blackout Girl (With New and Updated Content for the #MeToo Era)
- Tracing My Scars from Addiction and Sexual Assault
- Narrated by: Jennifer Storm
- Length: 6 hrs and 29 mins
- Release date: 02-09-21
- Language: English
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Sexual assault, addiction, and other traumatic experiences can leave both physical and emotional scars. For Jennifer Storm, these scars serve as a reminder - both of the darkness and suffering she once experienced, and of how far she has come....
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Depression, Drugs, & the Bottomless Pit: How I found my light amid the dark
- (Depression, Anxiety, Drug addiction)
- By: C.K. Murray
- Narrated by: Personal Memoir, Virtual Voice
- Length: 1 hr and 36 mins
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There is no light without the dark At the end of the day, when the day is spent, there is only one thing to do: think. You know there's a problem. You know there's a very real, very likely, disaster ahead. But you ignore it. Or someone ignores it. Or, perhaps, you feel that nobody cares. Whatever the reason, hope is slim. Life is tough and drugs are tougher. But don't give in. There is a light amid the dark, and I will show it. Let me help you. Personally, let me guide you from a place I knew too well. Hopefully, to a place you'll embrace as well. What do you have to lose? Depression, Drugs...
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Depression, Drugs, & the Bottomless Pit: How I found my light amid the dark
- (Depression, Anxiety, Drug addiction)
- Narrated by: Personal Memoir, Virtual Voice
- Length: 1 hr and 36 mins
- Release date: 04-07-24
- Language: English
- There is no light without the dark At the end of the day, when the day is spent, there is only one thing to do: think. You know there's a problem. ...
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Epidemic
- Growing Up In Pharmaceutical America
- By: Lonnie Jay
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 11 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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"This book will blow your mind! The amount of research and insight puts it in a class of its own. Couldn’t put it down. So authentic and raw, loved it!" - Amazon reviewer I'm writing these books because I'm tired of watching my friends die. Everything that we have done in America to deal with the opioid epidemic has made us drastically worse, and people don't seem to realize it. Irresponsible, profit-mongering pharmaceutical companies created millions of addicts like me. By becoming acquainted with the power and peace that a pocketful of oxy can bring an anxious teenager, readers will ...
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Epidemic
- Growing Up In Pharmaceutical America
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 11 hrs and 6 mins
- Release date: 02-22-24
- Language: English
- "This book will blow your mind! The amount of research and insight puts it in a class of its own. Couldn’t put it down. So authentic and raw, ...
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I Can Fix This
- And Other Lies I Told Myself While Parenting My Struggling Child
- By: Kristina Kuzmic, Shefali Tsabary Ph.D.
- Narrated by: Kristina Kuzmic, Soneela Nankani, Luka Kuzmic
- Length: 4 hrs and 48 mins
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When Kristina Kuzmic started to see signs that her otherwise sunny, resilient teenage son was struggling, she felt sure that a few simple fixes would right the ship. Over the following months, the issues her family faced were more nuanced, complicated, and pervasive than she could've predicted. Not only that, the obligations, ideas, and unrealistic standards she'd unintentionally aborbed from parenting culture and social media made it impossible to ask for help, or even put into action the tools she'd been sure she'd deploy in a crisis.
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Gives you hope
- By Wanda Guercio on 11-13-24
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I Can Fix This
- And Other Lies I Told Myself While Parenting My Struggling Child
- Narrated by: Kristina Kuzmic, Soneela Nankani, Luka Kuzmic
- Length: 4 hrs and 48 mins
- Release date: 05-21-24
- Language: English
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From the author of Hold On, But Don’t Hold Still, the emotionally charged and eye-opening account of a mother who navigates the cacophony of best practices and urgent advice from parenting authorities in search of a way to support her teen as he maps his own path to mental health....
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First in the Family
- A Story of Survival, Recovery, and the American Dream
- By: Jessica Hoppe
- Narrated by: Jessica Hoppe
- Length: 8 hrs and 36 mins
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In this deeply moving and lyrical memoir, Hoppe shares an intimate, courageous account of what it means to truly interrupt cycles of harm. For fans of The Recovering by Leslie Jamison, Somebody’s Daughter by Ashley C. Ford, and Heavy by Kiese Laymon. During the first year of quarantine, drug overdoses spiked, the highest ever recorded. And Hoppe’s cousin was one of them. “I never learned the true history of substance use disorder in my family,” Hoppe writes. “People just disappeared.” At the time of her cousin’s death, she’d been in recovery for nearly four years, but she hadn’t told anyone.
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What a beautiful story of survival and strength
- By Jessica Henriquez on 10-10-24
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First in the Family
- A Story of Survival, Recovery, and the American Dream
- Narrated by: Jessica Hoppe
- Length: 8 hrs and 36 mins
- Release date: 09-10-24
- Language: English
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An unflinching and intimate memoir of recovery by Jessica Hoppe, Latinx writer, advocate, and creator of @NuevaYorka....
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Trippy
- The Peril and Promise of Medicinal Psychedelics
- By: Ernesto Londoño
- Narrated by: Ernesto Londoño
- Length: 11 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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When he signed up for a psychedelic retreat run by a mysterious Argentine woman deep in Brazil’s rainforest in early 2018, Ernesto Londoño, a veteran New York Times journalist, was so depressed he had come close to jumping off his terrace weeks earlier. His nine-day visit to Spirit Vine Ayahuasca Retreat Center included four nighttime ceremonies during which participants imbibed a vomit-inducing plant-based brew that contained DMT, a powerful mind-altering compound.
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Sometimes authors should not narrate their own audiobooks
- By Charles T. White on 05-24-24
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Trippy
- The Peril and Promise of Medicinal Psychedelics
- Narrated by: Ernesto Londoño
- Length: 11 hrs and 49 mins
- Release date: 05-07-24
- Language: English
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When he signed up for a psychedelic retreat run by a mysterious Argentine woman deep in Brazil’s rainforest in early 2018, Ernesto Londoño, a veteran New York Times journalist, was so depressed he had come close to jumping off his terrace weeks earlier....
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Beautiful Things
- A Memoir
- By: Hunter Biden
- Narrated by: Hunter Biden
- Length: 6 hrs and 34 mins
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When he was two years old, Hunter Biden was badly injured in a car accident that killed his mother and baby sister. In 2015, he suffered the devastating loss of his beloved big brother, Beau, who died of brain cancer at the age of 46. These hardships were compounded by the collapse of his marriage and a years-long battle with drug and alcohol addiction.
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So painfully raw it was almost hard to listen to
- By Alison on 04-06-21
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Beautiful Things
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Hunter Biden
- Length: 6 hrs and 34 mins
- Release date: 04-06-21
- Language: English
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In Beautiful Things, Hunter recounts his descent into substance abuse and his tortuous path to sobriety. The story ends with where Hunter is today - a sober married man with a new baby, finally able to appreciate the beautiful things in life....
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The Lost Years
- Surviving a Mother and Daughter's Worst Nightmare
- By: Kristina Wandzilak, Constance Curry
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber, Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
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Kristina, the second of four children, begins by telling how a little sip of vodka sipped secretly at a party her parents were giving started her on a pathway to addiction. In that instant, alcohol became her pathway to comfort. Over the next eight years, she sank further into addiction, moving on to cocaine and methamphetamines. In telling her story, she gives a brutally honest description of her addiction and crimes.
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well-written, accessible, with odd Narrator Choice
- By Daryl on 08-16-17
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The Lost Years
- Surviving a Mother and Daughter's Worst Nightmare
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber, Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
- Release date: 03-31-17
- Language: English
- Kristina, the second of four children, begins by telling how a little sip of vodka sipped secretly at a party her parents were giving started her on a pathway to addiction....
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The Streets of Baltimore
- The Shocking Addiction Memoir of Brandon Novak
- By: Joe Frantz
- Narrated by: Brandon Novak
- Length: 6 hrs and 51 mins
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Brandon Novak, an actor known for the films Jackass and Viva La Bam, among others, was a teenage skateboarder, but his lust for heroin led to a junkie’s destiny on the streets of Baltimore. Arrests, rehabs, and drug-tortured love triangles consumed Novak’s life, until his childhood friend and Jackass alumnus Bam Margera guided him to MTV fame. But Novak’s stardom led him down a self-destructive path that forced him to sculpt his future.
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Struggling with Demons.
- By Joshua Laskowski on 10-19-24
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The Streets of Baltimore
- The Shocking Addiction Memoir of Brandon Novak
- Narrated by: Brandon Novak
- Length: 6 hrs and 51 mins
- Release date: 03-14-23
- Language: English
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Brandon Novak, an actor known for the films Jackass and Viva La Bam, among others, was a teenage skateboarder, but his lust for heroin led to a junkie’s destiny on the streets of Baltimore.
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A Common Struggle
- A Personal Journey Through the Past and Future of Mental Illness and Addiction
- By: Patrick J. Kennedy, Stephen Fried
- Narrated by: Johnny Heller
- Length: 12 hrs and 25 mins
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Patrick J. Kennedy, the former congressman and youngest child of Senator Ted Kennedy, details his personal and political battle with mental illness and addiction, exploring mental health care's history in the country alongside his and every family's private struggles. A Common Struggle weaves together Kennedy's private and professional narratives, echoing Kennedy's philosophy that for him, the personal is political and the political personal.
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Personal & educational
- By Diana S. Dawson on 11-03-15
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A Common Struggle
- A Personal Journey Through the Past and Future of Mental Illness and Addiction
- Narrated by: Johnny Heller
- Length: 12 hrs and 25 mins
- Release date: 10-05-15
- Language: English
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Patrick J. Kennedy, the former congressman and youngest child of Senator Ted Kennedy, details his personal and political battle with mental illness and addiction, exploring mental health care's history in the country alongside his and every family's private struggles....
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No One Crosses the Wolf
- A Memoir
- By: Lisa Nikolidakis
- Narrated by: Lisa Nikolidakis
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
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Growing up, Lisa Nikolidakis tried to make sense of her childhood, which was scarred by abuse, violence, and psychological terrors so extreme that her relationship with her father was cleaved beyond repair. Having finally been able to leave that relationship behind, surviving meant forgetting. For years, “I’m fine” was a lie Nikolidakis repeated. Then, on her twenty-seventh birthday, Nikolidakis’s father murdered his girlfriend and her daughter, and turned the gun on himself.
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Sadly, not a unique story
- By Penny Lane on 09-25-22
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No One Crosses the Wolf
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Lisa Nikolidakis
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Release date: 09-01-22
- Language: English
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A powerful memoir about the traumas of a perilous childhood, a shattering murder-suicide, and a healing journey from escape to survival to recovery....
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Substance
- Inside New Order
- By: Peter Hook
- Narrated by: Peter Hook, Keir Stewart
- Length: 19 hrs and 55 mins
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Two acclaimed albums and an upcoming US tour - Joy Division had the world at their feet. Then, on the eve of that tour, the band’s troubled lead singer, Ian Curtis, killed himself. The next time they got together, they were a new band. That band was New Order - their label was Factory Records; their club, The Haçienda. Their distinctive sound paved the way for the dance music explosion that followed, earning them the reputation as one of the most influential bands of their generation and changing the course of popular music.
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Substance
- Inside New Order
- Narrated by: Peter Hook, Keir Stewart
- Length: 19 hrs and 55 mins
- Release date: 03-18-21
- Language: English
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Two acclaimed albums and an upcoming US tour - Joy Division had the world at their feet. Then, on the eve of that tour, the band’s troubled lead singer, Ian Curtis, killed himself. The next time they got together, they were a new band....
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This River
- A Memoir
- By: James Brown
- Narrated by: Charles Constant
- Length: 4 hrs and 50 mins
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Award-winning author James Brown gained a cult following after chronicling his turbulent childhood and spiraling drug addiction in The Los Angeles Diaries. This River picks up where Brown left off in his first memoir, describing his tenuous relationship with sobriety, telling of agonizing relapses, and tracking his attempts to become a better father. This is the heartbreaking and at times uplifting tale of Brown's battles, peeking into his former life as an addict and detailing his subsequent ascent to sobriety and fight for redemption.
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This River
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Charles Constant
- Length: 4 hrs and 50 mins
- Release date: 03-24-20
- Language: English
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Award-winning author James Brown gained a cult following after chronicling his turbulent childhood and spiraling drug addiction in The Los Angeles Diaries. This River picks up where Brown left off in his first memoir, describing his tenuous relationship with sobriety....
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A Taste for Poison
- Eleven Deadly Substances and the Killers Who Used Them
- By: Neil Bradbury
- Narrated by: Derek Perkins
- Length: 7 hrs and 15 mins
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As any reader of murder mysteries can tell you, poison is one of the most enduring—and popular—weapons of choice for a scheming murderer. It can be slipped into a drink, smeared onto the tip of an arrow or the handle of a door, even filtered through the air we breathe. But how exactly do these poisons work to break our bodies down and what can we learn from the damage they inflict? In a fascinating blend of popular science, medical history, and narrative crime nonfiction, Dr Neil Bradbury explores this most morbidly captivating method of murder from a cellular level.
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So much fun
- By Cat on 11-27-22
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A Taste for Poison
- Eleven Deadly Substances and the Killers Who Used Them
- Narrated by: Derek Perkins
- Length: 7 hrs and 15 mins
- Release date: 01-20-22
- Language: English
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Poison is one of the most enduring—and —weapons of choice for a scheming murderer. In a fascinating blend of popular science, medical history, and narrative crime nonfiction, Dr Neil Bradbury explores this most morbidly captivating method of murder from a cellular level....
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Howard Marks' Book of Dope Stories
- By: Howard Marks
- Narrated by: Howard Marks
- Length: 3 hrs and 5 mins
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Howard Marks' Book of Dope Stories will take you on an electrifying journey through the discovery, consumption, and trade of mind-altering substances. Since the Stone Age, drugs have been sniffed to induce sleep, mixed to cure ills, swallowed to stimulate creativity, snorted to increase sexuality, popped for the hell of it and smoked to see God. Natural or synthesized, they have been smuggled for all kinds of reasons from saving the world to becoming stinking rich.
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Howard Marks' Book of Dope Stories
- Narrated by: Howard Marks
- Length: 3 hrs and 5 mins
- Release date: 02-08-07
- Language: English
- Howard Marks' Book of Dope Stories will take you on an electrifying journey through the discovery, consumption, and trade of mind-altering substances....
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Sobering
- Lessons Learnt the Hard Way on Drinking, Thinking and Quitting
- By: Melissa Rice
- Narrated by: Melissa Rice
- Length: 10 hrs and 24 mins
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Sobering is the story of an insecure teenager turned Liverpudlian party girl, schoolteacher turned alcoholic and now recovering alcoholic turned award-winning podcaster. Melissa’s story is as dramatic as her unique voice, but her message is universal: mental health issues often drive vulnerable people to addiction, and working on mental health and personal development can help recovery.
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Sobering
- Lessons Learnt the Hard Way on Drinking, Thinking and Quitting
- Narrated by: Melissa Rice
- Length: 10 hrs and 24 mins
- Release date: 05-25-21
- Language: English
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Sobering is the story of an insecure teenager turned Liverpudlian party girl, schoolteacher turned alcoholic and now recovering alcoholic turned award-winning podcaster....
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