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Sabrina Benaim
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Depression & Other Magic Tricks is the debut book by Sabrina Benaim, one of the most-viewed performance poets of all time, whose poem "Explaining My Depression to My Mother" has become a cultural phenomenon with over 50,000,000 views.
Depression & Other Magic Tricks explores themes of mental health, love, and family. It is a documentation of struggle and triumph, a celebration of daily life and of living.
Andrea Gibson, author of Pansy, writes, "I read this book on a day I couldn't get out of bed and it made me feel like I had a friend in the world.... Simply put, this book disappears loneliness."
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Incredible!
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She nails it
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Excellent Poetry
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after finishing the audiobook, it makes me want to purchase a hard copy to love with dog ears and sticky notes!
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This book was stolen from me
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A beautiful journey of a beautiful mind
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