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Michael Dean
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Riley Hart
About this listen
Jordan
Hookups have always been my thing, and expanding new ways of playing has me...curious. The idea of submitting to someone’s total domination and care? It feels right when not much else in my life has.
David
Dominance and submission have always been things I need in my life - even when it made me lose someone I loved. It’s a thrilling, fulfilling spark when a submissive hands control over to me. And, for the right man, at the right time, maybe I need to be the one forced to my knees.
Ian
I’ve never understood the need to be submissive...or dominant, for that matter. Trust doesn’t come easily for me. But there was that one time I watched my best friend with his Sir, and it roused something in me I don’t want to admit. Just like I can’t acknowledge out loud how alone I feel.
Then my friend, Jordan, decides to play with David, a dominant we both know, and I think I’m jealous. They intrigue me separately, but Jordan and David together makes my interest even more explosive. Maybe, I want to let go, to let someone else to take the reins, so I can just be. When the three of us decide to explore together, I realize how good it can feel to be submissive, but I like the other side of it, too. Discovering both my submissive and dominant side with them is just playing. I don’t have it in me to fall in love with one person, so how can I risk the pain of loving two?
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Absolute great listen
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- JD
- 11-29-23
Great Series.
Thoroughly enjoyed both books in this series. It was flawless. Loved the intertwine relationships. I hate that it’s over. Performance by Michael Dean was perfect. Would love to have more to come in this series.
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- Natali M
- 08-09-23
Dirty, yet, sweet. I loved it!
This book was everything im looking in a book (or audiobook). It felt right in every sense. Ian and Jordan are so different from each and yet David was able to find a way to give them love and pain the way they liked.
This book is MMM, BDSM, daddy kink, sweet talk, lots of love and pain. it was so dirty at times and yet so sweet.
Michael Dean is my favorite narrator and he did excellent job portraing each character in a unique way.
totally recommend 👌
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- Briar
- 01-21-23
Gay, poly, kink. Amazing!
At first I didn't know what to think. I had just been looking for queer romance. Now I want to read a dozen more books like this. Great kink representation and not super tropey or cringey!
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- Queen of Halloween
- 03-16-21
My Favorite Book By This Author!
I love this series and this book was better than the first, which was also very good. Michael Dean is my favorite narrator, so that was a plus for me. This story is well written with great character development. I don't relisten to many books, but this will be one of them. Highly recommend!
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- BeSafe71
- 09-21-23
Finding Family
I was so glad I was able to finish Finding Finley and immediately jump into this book. I absolutely adore Ian and Jordan. I’m not usually into age gap stories, but this just worked. The building of their dynamic with David was powerful, and I’m so happy they found just not themselves and each other but their found family as well. All the feels. (I think Michael Dean does a great job of clearly defining character voices. I just wish he didn’t always go so over the top during sex scenes. Sometimes less is more imho.)
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- Melissa
- 04-17-21
Finding Ian
I loved the first one so much and was very excited for this one to come out. It was very good and I felt for Ian and his struggles with letting go, but once he did he was amazing. MMM with BDSM is always a favorite of mine and this was a great listen, so hot and made me squirm a few times. Michael Dean did a great job with all three men.
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- LaVerna
- 01-12-23
Oh the fluff
Michael Dean was amazing! The story is so well written and everything flows so naturally. Going into this I was prepared for the sex, the kink, maybe even the intensity, but not the emotion. I was not prepared for gasps or the jumping heart and most definitely not the tears. Jordan Was sunshine and confidence. David was neutering power, but Ian was fiery chaos and calming storms. I adored him.
So going to check out more stories by Riley Hart, hopefully narrated by Michael.
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