
Abandoned but Not Alone
Spark of Hope, Book 4
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Stephen Dexter
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Michael Dean
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By:
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Nicole Dykes
About this listen
Felix
I’ve always been a helper, someone who sees the world in a brighter light than others do, who tries to show everyone there’s good in this world.
So when I meet Henry, I immediately make it my mission to show him how great the world can be if he’ll only accept a little help.
Easier said than done. But I’ve always liked a challenge.
Henry
I have no idea why this complete stranger wants to help my daughter and me, but I can’t seem to shake him.
Life hasn’t been kind to us, and I clearly don’t see the world the same way he does. I want what’s best for my daughter, though, and if that means accepting help from Felix, then that might be what I have to do, no matter what my instincts scream at me.
I’ve been abandoned by everyone in my life, and that’s what I expect now. But Felix seems determined to make sure I know I’m not alone.
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- Ron Gorton
- 10-08-23
" That TRUST ...that's never going to leave " !!
I really love the Spark Of Hope series !! Another well crafted, heartfelt story that's warm and romantic yet gripping and emotional ! Felix and Henry , with little Hazel , are a perfect addition to the SOH family ! Stephen Dexter and Michael Dean give another incredible performance!
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- Lyndsay TC
- 05-03-23
Loved!
I loved this story when I first read it and hearing the narration bring these characters to life made me love the story more. Felix and Henry were so sweet and I loved Felix's unending support of Henry and Hazel. Definitely recommend.
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- Nova
- 12-06-23
Spark of hope
This series is outstanding. Well written stories all with HEA. This group of men makes up a wonderful family. The narration is great. Michael Dean and Stephen Dexter are a wonderful team that really brought life to these stories. Im so glad i got the whole series. Its well worth listening too.
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- Nala
- 07-18-24
Good read
I’m noticing a theme with this series. It was a good read but I always crave more in the end. Wish the author was more detail oriented
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