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Aftermath of a Tragedy
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Jamila Mikhail
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The day that Anderson brought a gun to school was the day Aly's life changed forever. Her fellow classmates were murdered right before her eyes as her former best friend embarked on the deadliest high school massacre since Columbine.
Now, nearly two years later, Aly sets foot in the halls that nearly cost her her life for the first time since the shooting, ready to face her demons. Unanswered questions linger, anxiety abounds, and flashbacks are frequent as Aly struggles to understand how Anderson could've mercilessly gunned down her friends and classmates and how she's not only going to forgive him, but herself as well, for the role she might have played in influencing his actions.
Was she to blame? Did she have blood on her hands? Could she have done something more? Could anyone have done anything more?
Aly sets out to find the elusive answers to just that as she also attempts to rebuild the life that was shattered by gunfire that otherwise quiet Friday morning nearly two years prior.
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- Stephan S.
- 03-09-25
Definitely makes you think
A brutal tragedy perpetrated by a monster, but was he? That's the question that his best friend has to answer as she works through the psychological aftermath two years after a mass school shooting.
It is a good read, interesting with vivid characters and a good pace. It is also a stark look at school violence.
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- Anonymous User
- 09-16-24
5 Stars
Jamila Mikhail’s "After Anderson" is a remarkable exploration of grief, trauma, and the complex nature of human relationships that lingers in the mind long after the last page is turned. From the very beginning, Mikhail captivates readers with her lyrical prose and well-crafted narrative, creating a world that is both grounded in reality and steeped in emotional depth.
The story follows the aftermath of a tragic event that leaves the characters grappling with their loss and seeking a way to navigate the choppy waters of their new reality. Mikhail masterfully delves into the psychological impact of this grief, portraying her characters with genuine complexity and nuance. It’s hard-hitting, reflecting the harsh truths of life and the intricacies of interpersonal dynamics in the wake of trauma.
Listening to the audiobook version of "After Anderson" amplifies the impact of Mikhail’s storytelling. The narrator breathes life into the characters, conveying their emotions with such intensity and sincerity that it feels as though you are experiencing their heartache firsthand. The haunting quality of the story is enhanced through audio, allowing listeners to immerse themselves fully in the atmosphere of the narrative. The subtle tonal shifts and emotional crescendos built by the narrator connect deeply with the listener, ensuring that the themes of loss and resilience resonate profoundly.
Mikhail’s ability to weave introspective moments with sharp dialogue and vivid imagery creates a rich tapestry that reflects the human experience in its rawest form. The story is not just about mourning; it’s a poignant examination of how people find solace and strength in each other, however fleeting those moments may be. It encourages readers and listeners alike to confront their own vulnerabilities while reminding us that healing is a multifaceted journey.
In conclusion, "After Anderson" by Jamila Mikhail is an amazing and profound work that challenges you to reflect on your own experiences with loss and recovery. The audiobook enhances this experience, making it not just a story to read, but an immersive journey into the hearts and minds of its characters. Whether you choose to pick up the book or indulge in the audiobook, prepare to be moved, uplifted, and forever changed by this hard-hitting narrative.
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- 337
- 12-07-19
A highly recommended, emotionally complex story
The description of the book above reveals an important part of the plot, so it's not a spoiler for me to say the subject matter involves a school shooting. It would be so easy for an author to write a BAD novel about a school shooting tragedy. A bad novel would be filled with stereotyped characters, melodramatic scenes, and most of all would be written primarily to push a certain agenda.
Thank goodness, author Jamila Mikhail has not written us the bad version of the story here, she's written us an EXCEPTIONALLY good novel instead. Her characters are quirky, unique, and entirely believable. The situations they describe as the story unfolds are realistic, serious, and at times heartbreaking. And much to the author's credit, the book does not trivialize the events by just using them to try to force ANY political agenda down our throats.
Mikhail, through her relatable 18-year-old female protagonist, gives us a very complex story of a young woman in the present trying to cope with the aftermath of a tragedy, and weaves in flashbacks that gradually reveal the events that transpired on the fateful day, and detail her friendship with the young man who would go on to commit the crimes. Just like real life, the emotions the main character has are a complex mix of sadness, grief, anger, fear, love, friendship, and guilt. The powerful story leaves the reader feeling a lot of the same ways.
If you're looking for a great novel that challenges both your head and your heart, give this book a read or listen. You won't be disappointed.
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