All That You Leave Behind
A Memoir
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Erin Lee Carr
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Erin Lee Carr
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“A documentary filmmaker and daughter of the late, great New York Times columnist David Carr celebrates and wrestles with her father’s legacy in a raw, redemptive memoir.” (O: The Oprah Magazine)
“A breathtaking read...a testimony equal parts love and candor. David would have had it no other way.” (Ta-Nehisi Coates, best-selling author of Between the World and Me)
NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY GLAMOUR AND MARIE CLAIRE
Dad: What will set you apart is not talent but will and a certain kind of humility. A willingness to let the world show you things that you play back as you grow as an artist. Talent is cheap. Me: OK I will ponder these things. I am a Carr. Dad: That should matter quite a bit, actually not the name but the guts of what that name means.
A celebrated journalist, bestselling author (The Night of the Gun), and recovering addict, David Carr was in the prime of his career when he suffered a fatal collapse in the newsroom of The New York Times in 2015. Shattered by his death, his daughter Erin Lee Carr, at age 27 an up-and-coming documentary filmmaker, began combing through the entirety of their shared correspondence - 1,936 items in total - in search of comfort and support. What started as an exercise in grief quickly grew into an active investigation: Did her father’s writings contain the answers to the question of how to move forward in life and work without her biggest champion by her side? How could she fill the space left behind by a man who had come to embody journalistic integrity, rigor, and hard reporting, whose mentorship meant everything not just to her but to the many who served alongside him?
All That You Leave Behind is a poignant coming-of-age story that offers a raw and honest glimpse into the multilayered relationship between a daughter and a father. Through this lens, Erin comes to understand her own workplace missteps, existential crises, and relationship fails. While daughter and father bond over their mutual addictions and challenges with sobriety, it is their powerful sense of work and family that comes to ultimately define them. This unique combination of Erin Lee Carr’s earnest prose and her father’s meaningful words offers a compelling listen that shows us what it means to be vulnerable and lost, supported and found. It is a window into love, with all of its fierceness and frustrations.
"Thank you, Erin, for this beautiful book. Now I am going to steal all of your father’s remarkable advice and tell my kids I thought of it." (Judd Apatow)
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Critic reviews
“Erin Lee Carr’s father, David, was an inimitable force in American journalism and a complex, boundlessly fascinating figure in her life. But what we learn in All That You Leave Behind is that Erin is just as much of an original as the man who raised her, and her sharp but tender-hearted debut memoir is perfect evidence of that. This book is wonderful.” (Lena Dunham)
“Erin Carr's personal story of finding her way with, and then without, her legendary poppa, the great journalist and mixer David Carr, is funny, touching, and entertaining. David was a wonderful, lively, involved dad, and he's still got something to teach us in these stories of their relationship, and in Erin's journey finding and creating a career in today's shifty media biz.” (Bob Odenkirk)
“Loved the father. Love the daughter. Love the book. How brave of Erin to tell her story of loss and found.” (Sheila Nevins, best-selling author of You Don’t Look Your Age...and Other Fairy Tales and former president of HBO Documentary Films)
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From comedian Quinta Brunson (creator and star of Abbott Elementary) comes a deeply personal and funny collection of essays about trying to make it when you're struggling, the importance of staying true to your roots, and how she's redefined humor online. In her debut essay collection, Quinta applies her trademark humor and heart to discuss what it was like to go from a girl who loved the World Wide Web to a girl whose face launched a thousand memes. This special Audible edition includes never-before-heard details about the making of Abbott Elementary.
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That moment you know you’re a TEACHER…
- By chrissybrown on 09-19-22
By: Quinta Brunson
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Nearly Normal
- Surviving the Wilderness, My Family and Myself
- By: Cea Sunrise Person
- Narrated by: Cea Sunrise Person
- Length: 9 hrs and 26 mins
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In her best-selling memoir North of Normal, Cea wrote with grace about her unconventional childhood - her early years living in a tipi in Alberta with her pot-smoking, free-loving counterculture family. But her struggles do not end when she leaves her family at the age of 13 to become a model. Honest and daring, Nearly Normal reveals the many ways that Cea's unconventional childhood continues to reverberate through the years.
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This one is just not for me
- By Pamela Plimpton on 03-15-19
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The Southern Education of a Jersey Girl
- Adventures in Life and Love in the Heart of Dixie
- By: Jaime Primak Sullivan
- Narrated by: Jaime Primak Sullivan
- Length: 6 hrs and 38 mins
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Jaime Primak Sullivan, a Jersey-bred, tough-as-nails PR maven - and unlikely transplant in an upscale suburb of Birmingham, Alabama - has spent her entire life crossing the line: whether she's pushing the boundaries of what proper Southern ladies consider to be "polite behavior" or literally traversing the Mason-Dixon line in the name of love. She isn't afraid to say what everyone is thinking when it comes to love, sex, friendship, and many other topics that are all too often sugar-coated in polite Southern company.
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Awesome book
- By Gwendolyn on 09-23-16
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You're Better than Me
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- By: Bonnie McFarlane
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- Length: 7 hrs and 44 mins
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In the spirit of Mindy Kaling, Kelly Oxford, and Sarah Silverman, a compulsively listenable and outrageously funny memoir of growing up as a fish out of water, finding your voice, and embracing your inner crazy person from popular actress, writer, and comedian Bonnie McFarlane.
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Sandy!!! She wrote a book...it's crazy, a book!!!
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I Said Yes
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Millions know Emily Maynard Johnson from her unprecedented double appearances on The Bachelor and The Bachelorette. Millions also know that neither of the relationships from those shows lasted much longer than a commercial break. Overcome with embarrassment following her nationally televised failures at romance, Emily finally committed her heart to the only one she knew would never leave her empty and alone. Abandoning her desire to be chosen by men and finding peace in the fact that she was already chosen by God, Emily found the joy she had been looking for in serving God.
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Interesting read for bachelor/bachelorette fans
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Here's the Story
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- Narrated by: Maureen McCormick
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Marcia Brady, eldest daughter on television's The Brady Bunch, had it all. But what viewers didn't know about the always sunny, perfect Marcia was that offscreen, her real-life counterpart, Maureen McCormick was living a very different - and not so wonderful - life. Maureen tells the shocking and inspirational true story of the beloved teen and the woman she became.
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Gripping
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Good Mourning
- By: Elizabeth Meyer
- Narrated by: Cris Dukehart
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Elizabeth Meyer stumbled upon a career in the midst of planning her own father's funeral, which she turned into an upbeat party with Rolling Stones music, thousands of dollars worth of her mother's favorite flowers, and a personalized eulogy. Starting out as a receptionist, Meyer quickly found she had a knack for helping people cope with their grief as well as creating fitting send-offs for some of the city's most high-powered residents.
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Great Listen!
- By rmp on 09-08-15
By: Elizabeth Meyer
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Small Admissions
- A Novel
- By: Amy Poeppel
- Narrated by: Carly Robins
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Despite her innate ambition and summa cum laude smarts, Kate Pearson has turned into a major slacker. After being dumped by her handsome French "almost fiancé", she abandons her grad school plans and spends her days lolling on the couch, leaving her apartment only when a dog-walking gig demands it. Her friends don't know what to do other than pass tissues and hope for a comeback while her practical sister, Angela, pushes every remedy she can think of, from trapeze class to therapy to job interviews.
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For fans of "Where'd You Go, Bernadette ?"
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By: Amy Poeppel
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I'm the One That I Want
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I'm the One That I Want, based on her show of the same name, is filled with dead-on insights about the experience of being a woman with attitude, of flowing with the highs and lows of life, and of creating one's own identity and acceptance. It is every bit as hilarious, shocking, and irreverent as she is.
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Hilarious and deeply engrossing
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In the Country We Love
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Diane Guerrero, the television actress from the megahit Orange Is the New Black and Jane the Virgin, was just 14 years old on the day her parents were detained and deported while she was at school. Born in the US, Guerrero was able to remain in the country and continue her education, depending on the kindness of family friends who took her in and helped her build a life and a successful acting career for herself, without the support system of her family.
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Moves very slowly
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Set in the most magical parts of Manhattan - the Upper West Side, Central Park, Greenwich Village - The Ramblers explores the lives of three lost souls bound together by friendship and family. During the course of one fateful Thanksgiving week, a time when emotions run high and being with family can be a mixed blessing, Rowley's sharply defined characters explore the moments when decisions are deliberately made, choices accepted, and pasts reconciled.
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Lovely Portrait of The City
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Miss Fortune
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Lauren Weedman is not okay. She's living what should be the good life in sunny Los Angeles. After a gig as a correspondent with The Daily Show with Jon Stewart, she scored parts in blockbuster movies, which led to memorable recurring roles on HBO's Hung and Looking. She had a loving husband and an adorable baby boy. In these comedic essays, she turns a piercingly observant, darkly funny lens on the ways her life is actually not okay.
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Good
- By Ajules29 on 04-02-16
By: Lauren Weedman
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Has Anyone Seen My Pants?
- By: Sarah Colonna
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Has Anyone Seen My Pants? is a laugh-out-loud trip around America (and Mexico!) with Sarah as she braves crying in nail salons, mother-daughter road trips, Iowan casinos, and single-shaming resorts. From a fling-gone-wrong to friend breakups and a new romance, Sarah's signature wit and sharp observations take you on a journey at once so deviously funny and surprisingly compassionate that it might just steal your heart - not to mention your pants.
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clearance shelf material
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According to a Source
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Ella Warren loves her job working for celebrity news magazine The Life as an undercover reporter. Her evenings are spent using her alias to discreetly attend red carpet events, nightclubs, and Hollywood hotspots like the fabulous Chateau Marmont, where her eyes are always peeled for the next big celebrity story. When Ella's new Devil Wears Prada-type boss starts a not-so-friendly competition among the reporters to find an exclusive story or be fired, the stakes are higher than ever.
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Hollywood Glitz and Gossip
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I Like You Just the Way I Am
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Jenny Mollen is an actress and writer living in Los Angeles. She is also a wife, married to a famous guy (which is annoying only because he gets free shit and she doesn't). She doesn't want much from life. Just to be loved - by everybody: her parents, her dogs, her ex-boyfriends, her ex-boyfriends' dogs, her husband, her husband's ex-girlfriends, her husband's ex-girlfriend's new boyfriends, etc.
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Hmm...Why am I listening to a bio of Jenny Mollen?
- By Elisabeth W. on 09-16-15
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- Leslie Alan
- 12-01-21
Phenomenal
Full of generous gifts of wisdom, written and performed clearly and beautifully. Am grateful to this incredible woman for sharing it all with the kind of intensity and ease only true honesty can generate. One of the best memoirs I've ever read. Thank you Erin Lee Carr.
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- Susie Stewart
- 04-28-19
Amazing!!
Loved everything about this beautiful, inspiring, and truthful book. Erin Carr is a force. I want to go back and write down all the lessons her brilliant dad bestowed unto her.
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- Tracy L Dyer
- 06-18-19
Losing a parent is difficult, but losing a legend is devastating
This book spoke to me in a way that very few have. I also lost my father (Dr. Wayne Dyer)- an author, a speaker, a mentor and my true north. My father also struggled with addiction & recovery and I took that journey with him. From a very young age, we switched from a normal father daughter relationship to one of counselor, mentor and confidant - our roles often flip flopped, sometimes he was the mentors and sometimes I was the counselor. I miss our calls desperately. Erin’s words pierced my heart and I felt myself tense up as she struggled through that first year without the legend in it. Her honesty and vulnerability was heroic. Do yourself a favor and allow her to take you on her journey. You will be better for knowing her story. Erin and I were lucky to have such amazing fathers and when that amazing light goes out, the void is difficult to fill. I will watch Erin’s films with a new found appreciation and I will always be cheering for her success.
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- Damarys Reyes Geronimo
- 10-07-20
Wonderful book
To be able to put all of those memories of her Dad into a beautiful and memorable book is breathtaking. Lost my Dad years ago and their teachings will always carry on--glad you were able to write it down
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- swb
- 07-25-19
From one millennial to another
Brilliant and honest. This book touched my heart and soul in a way that is rare and comforting. Well done.
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- Donna Hrynyk
- 04-27-19
Death of father. Alcoholism.
Ok story if it relates to you. The reflection of a daughter going through the death of her father and the realization that she is an alcoholic.
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- J Spang
- 08-15-19
So real!!!
Loved her honesty & humility. So many life lessons tucked away inside! Got better and better....
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- Richard
- 06-05-19
Honest
Uncompromisingly honest account of losing her beloved, accomplished father and finding her own voice and way. I inhaled it and loved every minute.
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- Dona Carhart
- 08-03-20
Remarkable story of loss, love, triumph and hope.
Having a relaitionship with a father is better than none. Especially if he's your hero and sometimes your nemesis. This story is captivating and intruding. It worms it's way into a space where one hasn't reconciled their own story or relationship with their father. It can heal but it can also tear you open. Be ready because it gets real.
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- C-Coffey
- 08-06-20
Powerful
A powerful memoir that causes you to remember those you have lost the good and the bad, and reminds you of all the potential they have seen in you.
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